heyyy guys I'm back haven't updated in forever sorry about that but i'm out of school for the summer and I'll be updating more. KK BYE And I hope you enjoy :) ~ericathevampire
Recap: Andy pushes past Ashley and sits in the front lounge everyonne looks at him very concerned.
~ANDY'S POV~
I look up after sitting to find all of the band looking at me confused and concern plastered all over their faces. Please I just want to be left alone I don't need to talk I have my own ways of dealing with it please no nooooo. "Hey Andy?" I hear Jake fucken lovely voice say. I really don't want to reply to him but, I wouldn't want to be rude uh "Yes Jake" "Are you ok? When you were in the back room you were talking in your sleep or something." "I'm fine guys you don't need to worry and oh really" "Yeah you were saying Nick please no and please don't hurt m-" Ashley interuped Jake "who's Nick?" SHIT.SHIT. SHIT. "No one important. Just someone that I use to know." Ash asked yet another question damn he needs to mind his own DAMN BUSSNISS. "There has to e something more to it. What exactly did he mean to you?" FUCK. FUCK. should I tell them but, they will judge. Just tell them my mind shouts at me. UH fine "Uh he was my boyfriend" "But that ended" "YOUR GAY?" Jake asked while the other guys just look shocked. "Yeah well I'm Bi. Guys please don't hate me." Jake spoke up yet again "We don't hate you Andy you know for a fact that me and the rest of the guys would never judge you we care for you no matter what." "Thanks guys I was really scared of what you would say but, now there is a huge weight lifted." "Its nothing Andy we will always acept you.. well not if you killed someone nd ate there insides out...." "hahhahhahah" laughter erupted from the bus Jake always knows how to make it seems better.
~Jake's POV~
Andy's GAY?! Why didn't he tell us before he knows we won't judge. Well everyone has there reasons. I'm glad this is what he was hiding and not something else I wouldn't know what to do.
~Andy's POV~
If they only knew. All I hope is that one day I"ll be OK. But they can never kno, they would never understand my pain.
