I Never Wanted My Life Like This!

Chapter One: Where Am I? What Happened?

Okay so this story is kinda inapropreate so if you dont wanna read about sex and rape and teen pregnancy then i would stop reading now, but if your awesome and wanna read my bad arse story read on. My story begins here.

Chapter One: Where am I? What Happened?

The area was filled with people I could hear them, who were they talking about? Was it me? They were talking about something I couldn't quite understand, but there was one word, one unmistakable word "Rape". When I heard that I sat bolt upright in the bed I had been laying in, "where am I?" I asked the lady wearing baby blue scrubs standing beside me. "Oh good your awake, your in the hospital and we have reason to believe someone drugged and raped you and we like your permission to do a rape kit, just to make sure. Wait did she say what I think she said, did she say drugged, raped, I haven't even had sex yet how is this happening to me? Why me? Why now?... "Ma'am i'm speaking to you can you hear me, are you listening to me? I spun my head around to look at her, "Yes i'm listening sorry, you may do the thingy just get out please." I said practically pushing her towards the door. After she left i got up ad looked around at the people standing in the hospital room, "Okay i'm only gonna say this once I want all of you to get the hell out of my room now!" I said that and watched them scramble like a chicken with its head cut off, but in about a minute everyone was out and I got dressed feeling dirty, disgusting, and in pain the whole time.

I walked out of the room and directly home after that and into my room avoiding my little sister in the living room watching Sponge bob Square pants, as soon as i got to my room i fell on my bed into a ball of tears what would become of me I wont get a good husband now that i'm not a virgin anymore. What would I tell my church, I wont tell them, oh but I have to if I don't in a way it would be lieing. I pondered on what I would do for a while and I didn't realize until my sister came into my room and said dinner is ready that I was really hungry. " Okay thanks Katie", I said tumbling downstairs to the dinner table. "What's for dinner dad?" I ask already sitting in my seat at the table, a cozy little chair that has a fan blowing on it in the summer and a heater in the winter. My dad turned around seeming to be startled by my sudden appearance "Ribs and mashed potatoes" He said drying a plate for me and him and for my sister. Just then my six year old sister Katie appeared at the table. "Boo!" she yelled room behind me. "ahh" I falsely screamed to amuse her. "Did I scare you?" she asked sitting down in her chair at the table. " Oh yes yes you did you little rascal you" I said scooping her up out of her chair and tickling her. "No stop stop stop it tickles." she said laughing as I tickled her. I put her down but not before I gave her a big hug. Trying to act like I normally do, but this was very challenging for me considering all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and die.

I acted like this until I knew I would be able to take a pregnancy test, I drove down to the thrift store and bought three different brands wanting to be really sure if I was. I asked the desk clerk for the bathroom key, he eyed the tests and gave me a look saying you bad bad girl. "Sure thing but you may have to drink some more to be able to fertilize all three of those tests you got in you hand there missy". I quickly hid the tests behind me and grabbed the key from his hand "and for your information I drank more than have my body weight in Sunny D today so don't talk to me about not being able to fertilize all three I will be able to!" I screamed at him right before closing the bathroom door hard and fast. When I saw the conditions of the bathroom I was in I about wanted to scream and run away but I knew I had to take these tests, because these three little tests would determine my future no matter what. I sat down opening the first test, I peed on it as directed and then did the same with the two others, two of them took 2 minutes to show results but the other one took 5 minutes and I didn't want to see any of them until I could see them all together. When the timer I had set on my phone went off I about jumped out of my skin, I quickly picked up the tests and looked at them one by one a stream of tears rolling down my face by the time I read the last plus sign on the test. I threw them into the garbage can in the bathroom with so much force that one of the test broke in half, picking up my bag I walked out of the bathroom dropped the bathroom key off and went home to tell my father about what happened, even though it wasn't my fault my conscious seemed to think it was all my fault and everything should be blamed on me and my actions.