Do You Really Love Me (CHOI MINHO LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER 8

I grabbed my suitcase and turned around to leave when he grabbed my arm and spun me back around "Wait". I was about to ask him what when he pulled me closer and pressed his soft warm lips down hard onto my lips, I was startled for a moment and it took me a few seconds to start kissing back. His hands let go of my arms and he wraps them around my waist to pull me closer as I wrapped my arms around his neck to do the same. We both pull apart to breath and he breathes out "Stay".

"I...I...I can't" I said softly still trying to get my breath back "I have to go" I said sadly and looked down "Why?" he replied his voice slightly cracking. I look back up to him but can't keep my gaze on him without crying so I put it back down again. "Come back home, just stay a little longer even if it is tonight, you don't even have a flight booked do you?" he asked me and I shook my head not trusting my voice. "Okay, then you're coming home again" he said and before I knew it he had grabbed my suitcase and my hand and started pulling me back to the car.

Again the trip was quiet but it wasn't uncomfortable this time. When we got home everyone (And I mean everyone, Jan-Di, her parents and the boys) and when they saw me they all ran over to give me a big group hug and I couldn't hold my emotions in anymore. I began to cry, and it wasn't a little cry it was more like bawling and everyone just held me tighter. I felt safe. I felt like I was in a family again.

After I had finished the waterworks we all sat down for dinner, after dinner Jan-Di and her parents had to go out leaving me with the boys. We sat down in the lounge room and they all seemed to say "Why are you leaving?" at the same time, I smiled a sad smile and looked out the window and said "He is dead" they looked confused so I added "My brother". They all looked shocked then started to come over to give me another hug and I just started laughing, and they looked extremely confused. "I don't need a hug every second I'm upset okay" I said while still chuckling and they just smiled, but I could see the worry in their eyes.

The boys and I had fallen asleep in the lounge room while watching a movie and when we woke up lunch was already on the table (Yes lunch, not breakfast, Lunch! We slept in that long!). after we finished eating I went online to book a flight, everyone was trying to get me to stay or at least go in a couple of weeks instead of right now, I ended up getting a flight in a couple of days. Jan-Di and her parents had to go to a school meeting thing so I was left here with the boys again, Minho and I started watching a movie and the boys were kicking a ball around outside, I think they were giving us some space.

"Kai" Minho said and I turned to look him in the eyes "I want to tell you" he started to say but I interrupted him by saying "Don't! I am leaving soon, just please don't" I then got up and left to go to bed early, falling asleep dreaming of him.

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"Last call for Flight JQ 341 to Darwin" I heard over the announcement, I turned around to see everyone standing there, I hugged them all and said my good byes but left Minho for last. They all left us alone. I was trying not to cry when I said good bye but it was too hard, he pulled me into a hug and whispered in my ear "I will still be here waiting". I then quickly gave him a peck on his cheek before turning around and getting on the plane before I changed my mind. I was definitely going to miss Korea but I was going to miss him more.