'ARGGGHHHHHH!!!!' the girls came running into the living room and hugged me tightly, i looked over Perrie's shoulder at Niall with a scared look on my face, he stood there laughing at me, 'please...let...go...i...cant...breath!' i managed to say through the girls screaming, 'what the bloody hell is going on?' Liam asked as the boys reappeared from the backroom, 'Pixies staying!! shes staying!!! yaaay!!' Binky shouted as she jumped into liams arms, unfortnatly liam wasnt ready for binkys little outburst so suddenly over the girls screaming and the boys winding Niall up about what he had said to me, we heard an all mighty bang we turned to see Binky flat on the floor and Liam in stiches, we all burst out laughing, Binky didnt know what to do, wether to cry or to laugh, she decided to laugh 'Babes you going to help me up or just going to stand there laughing?' she asked liam as she reached her hand out towards him, Liam grabbed her hand and pulled binky close to him and hugged her tightly, 'Sorry beautiful' he whispered in her ear, they were so cute, i wished and prayed that i could be loved by someone the way Liam loved Binky, 'we should celebrate, what do you think?' Harry asked, 'yeah definatly, Pixie what do you want to do?' Niall turned to me and smiled, 'erm...i dont really mind, actually i need to tell you guys something' if they were going to be nice enough to let me stay here i thought i should atleast let them know the real me, it was about time i told someone about everything, for the first time in years i felt like myself again, i felt like i could achive anything i want, and it was all down to Niall, Harry, Louis, Liam, Zayn, El, Binky, Shannon and Perrie, the thought of telling these amazing people my past scared the living hell out of me, tears started to stream down my face 'Pixie? are you okay?' Louis asked a concerened look on his face, 'Pix?' El and binky said in unison, i looked at niall he had a sad look on his face, 'whats wrong?' he muttered, 'er...i need to tell you guys something' i sniffed, my legs turned to jelly from the fear of telling them, what if they changed there mind? what if after this they didnt want anything to do with me? what would i do then? i sat on the poof hoping the shakes would go away, Niall sat on the chair next to me, liam, louis, zayn and harry sat on the couch, El, binky perrie and shannon sat on their knees, they all looked at me a concerened look on each and everyone of their faces. I begin to tell them everything, all the memories came flooding back, memories i had been blocking out for years, i remembered the first time aaron ever hit me, we had just moved in together, i was so excited to get away from my mother, after all she had never been there for me throughout my childhood, she would much rather go out to the pub than look after me, i thought everything was going to be so much better now that i had left her, but oh how wrong was i? i remember i was upstairs in our new bedroom putting everything away 'PIXIEEEEE!!!' aaron shouted from the bathroom, 'YES?', 'COME HERE A SEC!' 'WAAAAIIITTTTT!!! AM JUST PUTTING THE CLOTHES AWAY!' 'NO I WILL NOT FRUCKIN WAIT!! GET HERE NOW!!' i remembered be shocked, aaron had never acted like that before he was usually so nice, i stood up and headed to the bathroom, i stood at the doorframe, which was at the top of the stairs, 'whats up?', 'next time i ask you to come here, i want you here straight away!' 'hahaaa...okay babes!' i laughed thinking he was joking around, he stood up and slowly started to walk towards me, 'oh you think is funny do you? well lets see how funny you think this is' suddenly aaron punched me in the face, i fell back, down the stairs, headbutting the banister as i went. Remembering this horrified me, i burst in to tears, Niall grabbed my hand and held it tightly, the rest of the gang looked horrifed, Louis and Harry looked so angry as i told them what had happened the day before, 'i cant believe this!!' Zayn was shocked, 'how can anyone do that to someone?' he countined as he looked lovingly into perries eyes he sqouze her leg, the girls gathered round me, but still left room for niall to hold my hand, 'you dont to carry on honestly!' Perrie said, 'we can see how much this has upset', 'Shannons right, it would upset anyone, but you will feel so much better now that you have told us!' El added 'thanks' i smiled through i tear stained face.
