The girls and I had been home for about 3weeks now and the boys were due home tomorrow, i was so exicted to see Niall, i bounced into the living room that morning full of exictment, 'Morning pix, morning bump!' the girls sang when they seen, 'want some toast bubs?' Binky asked heading to the toaster, 'yeah sure!' i beamed, 'why you so happy ay?' Gracie laughed, 'shes probably exicted the boys are back tomorrow!' Eleanor chirpped, 'its not just that!' i smiled, 'what is it then?' Eleanor asked slurpping her coffee, 'well...i have my first scan today!' i couldnt stop smiling, after 12 long weeks i was finally going to see my baby, the girls all began to scream, 'ahhh yaaay!! aww i bet Nialls gutted he wont be there!' Perrie said, 'yeah he is but it cant be helped, he said that he will make it is mission not to miss any other scans so i can live with that!' i laughed, all the girls were so happy and couldnt wait for me to get back and show them the scan picture, 'wait, what time is it?' i asked quickly, 'its 10 babes!' Gracie replied robbing my toast, 'Shit!' i quickly ran into my room, pulled on a pair of leggings, Nialls Jumper he gave me at the airport and a pair of converse, my scan was in an hour, i kissed the girls cheeks, grabbed my keys and left, behind me i heard the girls shout 'Good Luck' after me, they were so sweet.
Sitting in the waiting room i began to get nervous and my hands were sweating uncontroably, suddenly my phone began to ring, it was Niall, 'Hey Princess!,', 'Hi baby, me and bump cant wait to see you tomorrow!', 'i know not long now, missing you both like mad, are you at the hostiptal now then?', 'yeah, babe i am so nervous but so exicted to see our little Horan!' i giggled, 'Me niether, am gutted i cant be with yah tho babe, i really am!' he sounded down when he said this, 'me too baby, but there will be plenty more for you to come to, and am sure he or she will understand that there daddy is in the worldest biggest boy band and couldnt make it to the first scan' i laughed i instantly knew that that would make him smile, i heard him laughing when the nurse came in and called my name, 'right baby, its time, i ring you later, we love you snowflake!', 'i love you both more, see you tomorrow!'.
Lying there on the hostpital bed i stared at the screen waiting to see the little person growing inside me, thats when i seen the tiny little bean, my heart melted and a tear fell down my cheek, 'i cant believe Niall isnt here to see this!' i smiled, i had never felt so proud, 'daddy too busy to come?' the mifwife snarled, 'actually Niall is very busy finishing his American tour with the rest of the band!' i replied with a hint of anger, how dare she judge us, 'oh...he must be doing well then, what band is he in? if you dont mind me asking ofcourse! i might of heard of them...', 'oh no not at all, he is in One Direction!' i said smugly, her face just dropped in shock, it was the funniest thing i had ever seen, 'Really? my daughter loves them boys, her room is covered in there posters, she is constantly singing to their album full blast aswell! So Niall you say so you must be...wait i know this...my daughter has told me everything about the boys including their girlfriends names...your Pixie right?' the midwife smiled handing me a paper towl to wipe my stomach, 'aha..yeah thats me!' i smiled.
On the way home i decided to get the girls a bottle of wine and i got some Cherry Coke for me so that we could celebrate and thats when i seen it, my heart sank and i felt sick, i felt the bottle of wine slowly slip out my hand and smash on the floor, glass landing on my foot leaving tiny little cuts, i couldnt believe what i was seeing so i headed over to the magazines to check, leaving the mess for the shop worker to clean, yup it was real, right there on the front cover of about 5 different magazines a huge picture of Niall...kissing another girl with headings like 'Is this the end of Nixie?' and 'Whats this? what will Pixie think?' i grabbed all the magazines off the shelf, throw £20 at the shop worker and ran, i didnt stop until i got back to the flat, 'Pixie how did it go?' the girls asked as i entered the flat, i just ignored them and went straight into my room, 'PIXIE?...Pix?' the girls shouted after me but i still ignored them, i lay on the bed with the magazines surronding me, i burst into uncontrolable tears, i heard someone outside the door, it was Binky, 'Pix? babe...is everything okay? its not the baby is it? please tell me whats happened! where all really worried about you!' she pleaded, 'please pix? were here for you, you know we are!' Gracie added, 'come on pix...its us!' Perrie whispered, 'come on girls lets just leave her, she will talk when she is ready!' Eleanor said and with that they left.
I must of fallen asleep because when i woke up the bedside clock read 9.30pm, suddenly the door opened, 'go away!' shouted not knowing who it was, 'Babe?' i recoginized the voice, i shot up and seen Niall stood at the door, 'what are YOU doing here?' i snarled, he looked shocked and upset at my reaction, 'the girls called, they said that you came home and ran straight to your room without a word, they were worried about you, i was worried about you so we got the next flight home!' he explained, 'well you shouldnt of bothered!', 'babe...whats wrong?', 'whats wrong? WHATS WRONG!!!!!' i shouted throwing the magazines at him 'WHY DONT YOU ASK YOUR WHORE WHATS WRONG!!!' i screamed picking up a bag and throwing some clothes into it. Storming through the flat i noticed the rest of the boys gathered in the living room while the girls were making drinks in the kitchen when they noticed my they all stopped what they were doing and just looked at me, Niall ran after me 'Pix where are you going? let me explain please!' he pleaded, 'How could you niall? am pregnant with your baby!' and with that i left slamming the door behind me. I stayed at a nearby hotel that night, my phone was none stop going off with texts and phone calls from Niall, i wanted to talk to him so much, find out what happend but i was so scared of what i would hear i just left it, i recived a text from Louis aswell 'pix nialls really sorry, he just wants to talk, please come home? we are all really worried about you, you shouldnt be so stressed you dont want to harm the baby do you? love you bestie, please text back, let me know your okay?xx', 'i am fine!xx' thats all i text back, i was so mad.
The next morning i decided to check twitter, i hadnt been on for so long and i thought maybe i should tell everyone the news and thats when i seen the twitter trends #PleaseForgiveNiall and #PixieWatchTheVideo #NiallLovesYouPixie i couldnt believe my eyes, i instantly went to Nialls account and right their his last tweet '@Pixie_Jane please watch, i am so sorry, let me explain!' over 50 thousand people had retweeted and favourited and some of the replies were making me even more courise, one tweet did catch my eye tho '@NiallOfficial @Pixie_Jane you guys are the cutest, please dont fight! PIXIE WATCH THE VIDEO!' so with that i nervously clicked on the link, it was a video of Niall singing our song 'More Than This' tears slowly began to fall down my cheeks, Niall suddenly stopped singing and started to talk 'Princess i am so sorry, please come home, let me explain, your my world and i dont want to lose you, you have made me the happiest boy alive and i couldnt ask for more! i love you!' i noticed a small tear slowly fall from his eye, he nevered cried, not in front of anyone other than me anyway and know over a million people had watched this video, i quickly rumaged for my phone and dailed in the numbers, 'Meet me at Starbucks in 5 minutes!'.
Niall explained to me that this crazy fan kissed him and that he pushed her away instantly but obviously the papers had took the picture to fast and that i could ask any of the boys if i didnt believe him, i did believe him though, i dont know why i went so crazy probably the hormoanes.
