Him. [Rewriting]

1. Latch

Well, here's chapter one dedicated to the lovely AinaAbdRahman, for encouraging me to write again, even though I believe I might have lost the talent. I swear everything seems like jibberish, so comment if you can't understand something or you're just confused. Also if there's any grammatical errors.

p.s. here's a photo of Jasper.

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Neather.

        It's a complete and utter shit festival here in Hemlocke. In all honestly expect for the motherfucking worst or the best - which rarely ever fucking happens. Pardon my french though, but seriously. Everything around here on this damned planet seems to be getting worse, especially in the  fucking races.

        Almost everywhere - wait, fuck that - everyone is living strictly by section code lately and hating each other since the stupid peace treaty among all races. Like dear god or goddess, because I have no clue who lies on the other side, why did you have to fuck me over so hard?

        I had absolutetly no right to recieve this, this... this fucking unruly shit I had the graces of recieving. Especially after moving into the Central Sector, the melting pot of all sectors; just merging us all together. All races mingling together and ignoring our race differences. Through this whole mess, defying tradititon is emerging. Other races mating and bonding, and even I managed to find someone; someone to fall in love with. It was a really good thing while it lasted, someone to put before myself. It was all great, until we catch up the present.

        By the way... life sucks guys. Completely.

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        So here I am, feet rooted to the threshold of the door as my claws extend from my fingernails embedding themselves into doorframe. While the palm of my hand and fingers begin to feel the wood splintering underneath my crippling grip; breaking and cracking the only thing that's managing to keep me rooted and myself all together.

        My supposed mate, I thought bitterly, my so called mate, I grumbled disgustingly as my nose picked up the stench wafting throughout the air. The stench of a cheate and horniest arousal I've ever smelt in awhile.

        "Fuck me", I whispered to myself dreadfully, hating that this was happening to me.

      "Why me? Why did this have to be done to me? I'm stronger than this; no wait I should be stronger then this, what's happening right in front of my eyes shouldn't effect me."

"But you aren't Neather, I can feel your wolf. The bond has been severed and he's truly hurting from this betrayal", my familiar Jasper hissed in his snake form, as he coiled around my arm.

I felt it as he said it, the wolf part of my soul was taking a toll as he began howling his pain to all other wolves and other beta's howl back to comfort his pain. While I'm here making the situation worse for him, as I just stand here en-captured in the scene on-going in front of my eyes. Watching my mate get fucked this other person.

Neather, please leave, my wolf begged.

I tried to move my planted feet, but this odd shiver wracked through my body. Ugh... what is this, it fucking hurts, I thought, I'm trying to go but I can't because my chest honestly hurts, I told my wolf.

It's our heart, Neather, we loved him that's what hurts, my wolf answered, we should be leaving before they hear us or know that we're here.

They probably know were here.

It took me hiccup to realize I had been crying -I hadn't even felt the tears fall or roll down my cheeks- and now it had broken into a sob, drowning out the sound of moans and flesh slapping together. As I blinked my eyes repeatedly to only witness, this man snap his hips forward and ram cock down into my mat- I mean Michael's now gapping chute. Then Michael himself clutch onto him, raking his fingers down his back leaving scratch marks as he moaned out, "Keep it right there, fuck keep it righ-.. uhn!"

Jasper constricted tighter around my arm as some form of comfort, sensing my pain. God, I hate myself for still loving him after what he's done.

"I know Neather, come on let's go", Jasper told me as he hissed at Michael's familiar walking by, who looked like she could give less of a shit, as that mans familiar tailed after her. Fucking rat bitches; literally though, she's a damn dog and him a rodent.

I released the threshold, feeling he wooden splinters pop right out of my skin and falling to the ground as my wounds began to close up and heal themselves. I backed out of the master bedroom, but as I left I heard Micahel mumbling through his pants. Out of curiosity, I backied up a little more just to here Michael sigh out, "I thought he'd never leave... but fucking finally that he did."

Then the other man on top of him ground out through his moans, "God, you still feel so fucking tight... it's okay though babe, reality kicked in when we gave him this show. Oh fuck I'm cumming."

"You're so fuckin' right... damn it to hell.. your just so fucking big, but praise all deities that we're mates and he finally caught us...", was all I could withstand hearing, feeling my eyes well up as I made my through his apartment and my wolf howl in distress from the actual truth he found out about his mate.

"I'm sorry, Neather", Jasper said highly upset, "I didn't even any notice unfaithfulness from Michael. I'm supposed to protect you and I let your heart get harmed, I'm so sor-"

"It's fine Jasper, I just want to get home", I  croaked.

It'll hurt only for now Neather, my wolf said numbly and I nodded in agreement.

"Only for now..", I spoke softly as Jasper hissed at my words.