My day ends well kaya lang nakakapagod talaga. all those pressures they're putting on me, kailangan ganito, ganyan, kailangan looking perfect all the time. I'm not a robot, hello, I'm still 19, wala bang nakakarealize nun? Hindi ba ako pwedeng huminga from all these things? I'm about to leave the office when my phone rang..
"Hello?"
"Renz, how's your day?"
I heard him chuckle...
"Thanks a lot kuya, you still care."
"Oh come on Renz, we all know how much you love your job."
"Shut up!!!"
"Kuya?" I heard raizza called kuya.
"By the way Renz, Raizza wants to talk to you. Here!"
"Hello baby. you wanted to talk to ate daw?"
"Yes ate. Kuya Tristan will come to pick you up, so you better wait for him ha? I also invited him to have dinner with us."
Oh no! i forgot to tell Riazza that she shouldn't tell anyone that I'm already here. Naku, anong gagawin ko?
"Why did you do that Baby? You should have ask me first or Kuya Raffy."
"I'm sorry ate, It's just that you're busy there and Kuya Raffy's not here when Kuya Tristan visited. Saka I wanted to see you two together."
"baby can Kuya talk to ate na?"
"Yes kuya, here."
"Hello Renz."
"Kuya"
"So what are you going to do?"
"ewan ko, May magagawa pa ba tayo?"
"I'm sorry Renz."
"What for kuya?"
"Kasi I should be the one taking care of Raizza, kaya lang umalis pa ako."
"Hay naku wag mo na po yun isipin kuya.I'll hang up na ha?"
"Ok. Bye Renz, you take care."
"Ok Kuya. Bye!"
When I'm already outside, I saw no one's there, so I decided to hurry leaving before we could finally meet again.
"So"
I heard a very very familiar voice behind me..
"You're still avoiding me."
I can feel sadness in his voice when he said that. I turn around to look at him...
'Oh- No! no, why would you think that? I'm not avoiding you, It's just that, I never thought you'll come just as what Raizza expects you to do."
"Renz, I..ah..I"
"You know what Tris, let's just forget and leave everything behind at isa pa, I really have to go home."
"Ok, I'll take you home."
waiting for my answer...and he continued...
"You don't want Raizza to get disappointed knowing that you don't want to come with me, right?"
"Ok!"
I stumbled my feet like I don't have a choice, No, I really do not have a choice. Then sumakay na ako sa likod ng motorcycle niya.
"still riding this thing, why?"
"Because it was given to me by someone very special, is that bad?"
Hindi na ako nagsalita, and the whole time na magkasama kami, tahimik lang kaming dalawa, wala na rin naman kasing dapat pag usapan pa.
When we arrived, Kuya Raffy ang Riazza are already waiting for us at the gate. Bumaba ako sa motor nya at iniabot sa kanya ang helmet.
"Hi Baby, how was your day? Did kuya take care of you?
"Yes Ate, kaya lang kuya left to see ate Allison."
Nashock ako sa napakinggan ko, what's with Kuya and Allison? Are they dating? Tumingin ako kay kuya with a "What's-with-the-two-of-you" look and he just smiled at me.
"So, I have to go."
"Kuya Tristan, where are you going? :( You promised me that you're going to have dinner with us, saka I'm sure ate will be glad if you're here.
Kuya smirked and I look at Raizza with shocked (-_-")...and she continued..
"Diba ate?"
Well, do I have a choice? ang cute cute naman kasi ng kapatid ko eh...so I turn around to Tristan..
"Oo nga naman Tristan, we'll have some catching up to talk about."
"Are you sure?"
I looked at him with a "wag-ka-na-maginarte" look..and nod
"Okay!"
"Yey!!!!"
Grabe ang saya na nakita ko kay Raizza, gaano na ba sila kaclose ni Tristan? Then pumasok na kami, nasa likod kami ni Kuya Raffy at bigla siyang kumanta...
"muling ibalik ang tamis ng pag-ibig.."
at bigla ko rin siyang siniko...
"Aray ko naman..."
"Yuck, kuya ha.. ang baduy, sa lahat pa ng pwedeng kantahin?"
"Eh ano naman...trip ko eh, sumakay ka na lang..."
"Maiba tayo kuya."
"Ano?"
"Anong meron sa inyo ni Allison? kaw ha, nakakatampo di ka na nagkukwento sa akin.." :(
"Anong di nagkukwento, di ka lang nagtatanong no.. saka wag mo nga muna ankong kulitin, ang intindihin mo yung bisita mo.."
"Eh kuya naman eh, bisita yun ni Raizza."
"na-inaprobahan mo.."
"Che! Dyan ka na nga!!!"
at nag walk out ako at dumiretso sa kwarto ko... How I wished time would stop from where I am right now. Seeing him again brought back all the pains he had caused me, i fell asleep as I closed my eyes...
