"How could you?"
I slapped him in his face really hard, it's like all the pain he caused me went into my palm.
"ooohhh"
Sabay na reaksyon ng mga barkada nya...
"Renz..."
"Enough! I know what I saw and I know what I heard, I should have never wasted my time trusting someone like you..."
Then, I walked out...
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"RENZ!!!"
Then I went back into reality, panaginip na naman... Tears fell down on my face..
"Renz, what's wrong?" sabay upo ni kuya sa kama ko..
"Nothing kuya, just a bad dream...so why are you here?"
"Dinner is ready. Look, I know you're tired pero di magandang natutulog na walang laman ang tiyan... Raizza and Tristan are waiting downstair."
"Yes kuya, I'll be downstair, just gonna fix myself."
"Okay!!" ^__^
Lumabas na ng kwarto ko si kuya.. I went into the bathroom and washed my face, as I look into the mirror, and ask myself, Why am I feeling this way? It was just a damn game played by a bunch of foolish people including me, a dare that has nothing to do with my whole life, with my present life. Bato na kung bato... What's more important is yung ngayon..
I headed straight into the pool area, dun kasi nagpahanda si Raizza.
"Ate di ka po sa tabi ni Kuya Tristan."
"Sige na baby, okay na ako dto sa gitna niyo ni kuya. I don't think it will bother you, right?"
As I turn to face him...
"Ah, no it's okay..." sabi ni Tristan with disappointment
"Pero.."
"RAIZZA! Ano ba?!" kuya shouted as he banged the table to stand up..
"Ku..ku..kuya?" Raizza stuttered with fear almost to cry
Maging si Tristan at ako nagulat kay kuya. And Raizza Walked out crying.
"RAIZZA!!! RAIZZA!! Kuya, I think sumobra ka dun."
"I-I think this was not the right time"
"NO! STAY!"
"Tris, can you give us a minute, please. habulin mo nalang muna sa Raizza."
Tristan left and went inside.
"Kuya, why do you have to react like that?"
"Kasi Renz, I know, I can sense it."
"Sense what Kuya?"
"That you're still hurting, you're still in pain. At wala akong magawa dahil kay Raizza." kuya almost cried
"Kuya, alam mo, pero si Raizza... Thanks for being a kuya, and standing for me, but still nasaktan mo si Raizza, kung nasasaktan man ako, it's my choice para mapasaya ko ang bunsong kapatid natin, at wala kang kasalanan dun. Saka wag ka ngang ganyan, di bagay sayo... nagmumukha kang damulag!!!hahaha"
Binatukan ako ni Kuya, at nag walk out rin para puntahan si Raizza. Ang kuya ko, kahit kailan, super duper SWEET! Buti nalang siya ang Kuya ko. A few minute later, lumabas si Tristan sa garden and walked towards me.
"How's Raizza?" I asked him without turning aound.
"She's fine, kinakausap na siya ng kuya mo. Uhm.... Renz?"
"Yes? Please, if you wanna talked about the past, just please leave it there. I'm not holding onto it anymore."
"I know, I-I just wanna say I'm sorry."
"I know. Pero you think saying this to me will change everything?"
"No. Ju-just."
"Just to make you feel better?"
"No! But..."
"Then, better leave things the way it has been done."
I left him and headed inside, on my way to my room... nakasalubong ko si kuya.
"Kuya, si Raizza?"
"Natutulog na. si Tristan?"
"Nasa baba pa, kaw nalang kuya mag asikaso sa kanya, I'm not feeling better, magpapahinga na ako."
"Renz."
"Po?"
"Wala, sige matulog ka na."
"Goodnight kuya."
I kissed him on his cheeks, and went into my room. And as I enter my room, tears just feel down on my cheeks, and I heard Tristan's bike left. Humiga na ako sa kama at nakatulog.
