Destiel [One Shots]

Dear Castiel...

[Warning:Smutty but not too smutty.Okay,that's a lie]

Dear Castiel:

Don't you start with this shit again.You've been gone for two weeks ever since they gave you your grace back and you haven't bothered to come here once.You have your powers back,can't you just mojo yourself here?

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Dear Castiel:

Witches,vampiers and demons.Witches,vampiers and demons fucking working together.Can you please show your feathery ass down here to,oh I don't know,help?!

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Dear Castiel:

FUCKING HELL CAS,WE NEED A LITTLE HELP HERE!

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Dear Castiel:

So we're here drinking beer Cas.Maybe you wanna join in?For old times sake?

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"Dude,I think you had a few beers to much."Sam said as he grabbed the freshly opened beer from Dean's hand.Dean let out a grumble but let it be.He knew he drank to much,but he just needed to drown the pain away.

Something he hasn't prayed to Cas is all of what happened this 2 months.Work was getting harder,beer wasn't as numbing as before, and,hell,the most surprising thing...

He has turned down every beautiful girl because of one certain person.

Same noticed and he knew this was coming for a long time.All those other times where Dean got drunk he would talk non-stop about Cas.It was amusing at first but then it got downright depressing.The poor guy was heart broken and confused.

Sam got up and helped his brother get into the motels bed.Dean started protesting but Sam was having non of it.He then grabbed the keys for the Impala and walked to the door.

"I'm going out to get some pie and pain killers.When I come back,we are having a talk,alright?"Sam said after opening the door.

Dean grumbled a reply and Sam closed the door behind him.Dean then sat on the bed and let out a sigh.He wasn't really drunk,he just acted like that to be left alone and think.He also acted drunk to get stuff off his chest.He couldn't really live it down if his brother mocked him because of his little heart break.Now his brother is going to buy pie and come back to talk about his feelings,like some dumb chick flick.

Dean closed his eyes and folded his hands together.

Dear Castiel:

He's been here so many times,so many failed attempts to get Cas down there with him.He's been holding back so much and never let it shine through in his prayers.

But tonight,he really had one drink to much.

I miss you.Fuck,I miss you like a bitch.I don't know where the hell you are and you might be dead for all I know but come on man.Just let me know you are at least alive.That your still around...

A lone tear slipped from his eye but he ignored it.

I need you here.Dean looked up to the ceiling.I need you with me in more ways than one.

Dean let out a shaky breath before continuing.I need to see you,to be able to hug you,to be able to punch you for being away for so long to be able to...

Dean gulped and screwed his eyes shut.To kiss you.

He didn't hear the flutter of wings behind him so he continued.

I want to be able to hold you close and stare in those stupid blue eyes of yours.Because,for God's sake,I love you.I want to be able to feel your lips on mine and your hands trying to grab all you can find...

Cas let out a shaky breath as well as Dean,but Dean kept going.

I want to lay you here in bed and take off that trenshcoat you always have on.Strip you,have skin on skin and tie you up with that stupid blue tie.Have you moaning and begging for more.

Cas did moan,very audibly in fact.Dean heard it and wanted to turn around,but decided to draw it out further.

And then I would ride you all night.Making you loose your sence,forget your name and only remember mine.Maybe by then you won't ever leave because it's all to good and maybe,just maybe...

He turned around to find Cas looking at him,pupils blown and panting.He couldn't say he was to good either seeing Cas in such state.He felt light headed but,if Cas wanted,he intended to keep his word.

Maybe,you would love me to.