Another-Worldly

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Why have I lied to myself for so long.

Who am I really?

When have I actually considered how I feel?

Made decisions based on me and not to another.

Indulged in my self for once.

I dont even know who I am anymore or have I ever?..

I've cheated myself so much,
copied so much,
"what would he/she would do" so much,
given so much,
"he/she deserves this, not me" so much,
toughened up so much
but I never found me, my soul, my heart, my passion, my being.

Who am I?

Im tired of being an anaglamation of different people..

I want to be me.

I want to move for me.

Live for me.

Be down for me.

How can I live as someone else for the rest of my life?

I can't.

Im tired of it.

I want to have my own opinion not think of what would someone else do.

I want to have intelligence based on how I FEEL along with REAL FACTS.

I want express myself right, me.
Not be locked into what's "trendy".

Hopefully sooner or later Ill become me, and not another.

Less worldly, but more real.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 29, 2018 ⏰

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