'4419' [StrayKids; Changbin]✔️

14.

I've been staying in my apartment for days, Ma understands and she allowed me to do so, I also made a promise to her that I'll go talk everything out with....my dad because it wasn't his fault completely. I also didn't contact any of the boys, they had a showcase yesterday, so I'm pretty sure they're busy, non of them contact me too so yeah.

I decided to meet him today, so I got dressed and headed to the company, I tried dressing more formal, I mean I tried my best! I took a taxi for about 20minutes before I arrive at the place.

I got out of the taxi and headed to the counter so I can ask for an urgent appointment. The moment the receptionist saw me she gave me a disgusted look, I don't know what's wrong with her but I want to slap off that rude face with my bag but since I don't want to dirt my bag with her I just followed what she said.

I'm waiting inside a room, and all around the room I can see a lot of displayed things like albums, posters with signatures and non. The albums that caught my eyes most is GOT7's albums, because I'm a fan you all know that! I was walking towards it and I can't help but want to put it in my bag but no I'm a well raised child, I'm not making sin. I was touching and enjoying how beautiful it is when someone said

"If you like it I'll give you as much as you want"
I turned to see no one but the person who surprises me but him, m-my d-dad.

"Did you wait for long?? Sorry I had a meeting" He said while smiling at me with sincere eyes
"No, I just got here as well" We both sat like that for a few minutes and just him staring at me while smiling and it makes me uncomfortable somehow... I broke the silence by fake coughing.
"I'm sorry but may I have a glass of water?" I asked and he went out to bring it for me. While he was gone I tried to remain myself from being happy and emotional because I need to have a talk so I have to be serious.

"Here you go!" He handed me and I took a lot of gulps.
"So, I'm here today to talk about everything...like literally everything" I told him.
"What do you want to know?"
"Did you stopped loving my mom or was it really business matters?" I asked him
"I never stopped loving her Yoonbin ah...even until now I still want her, I go to her grave every time it's her anniversary"

I was shocked at his words so I asked him
"How? How come I've never known about her grave??"
"How can we tell you, we wouldn't want you to be more devastated because seeing your mom might make you think of her a lot of would probably don't even want to see or hear about your dad." He answered me
"But you could've at least showed more affection to me not leave me like that!" I am kinda frustrated right now.

"I really didn't want to do that...I really feel bad for what's happened, that's why I'm filling everything up now, I want to make up for the mistakes I did, I really am wanting to be on good terms with you" He said and held my hands and tears filled up his eyes.

"I really want to take care of you like how a father should and love you, watch over you and protect you, and make you feel the warmth of having a family...Yoonbin ah I'm really really sorry" He said and cried I couldn't help him do the same

"The past is in the past even if I want to get mad at you, I can't bring everything back to its place" I said and smiled at him, the moment he saw my smile he hugged me immediately and called me honey, beautiful daughter, I did the same by calling him dad.

"I have something to say to you Yoonbin"
"Yes?"
"I want you to work for me, for this company"
"B-But I have no skills"
"You will learn and practice, and manage some things I have ready for only you"
"But dad-"
"No buts! I've already decided and I will tell your grandma about this, I will also give you sone presents for your first day of work, can you drive?"
"N-no...wait are you giving me a car?"
"I'll see! But see you tomorrow 9AM here!" I couldn't say no because I should give it a try and see if I can do it.
"Oh and here!" He handed me the albums I looked at earlier.
"CAN I REALLY HAVE THIS??" I said cheerfully
"Yes, as you love honey it's for you" he said and smiled at me.
"I'll also love the signed ones dad!" I laughed and bid goodbye to him, while walking out happily with my free albums I saw familiar voices and faces, they were about to walk closer to where I am but I ran away avoiding them, I heard them call my names but I just took a taxi and went home, telling grandma everything.
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Update: 28.03.18; 8:21PM