snapshot - ashton irwin

/ seventeen

we drove back to your apartment in silence, too hungover for music or a conversation.

your makeup was smeared under your eyes, black circles all around,

the waves in your hair that i'd found so perfect yesterday, flattened to their normal texture,

and you were barefoot, hardly any clothes covering your body.

this wasn't the first time i'd been in this situation, taking a girl home from a club in the early hours of the morning,

but this was the first time i wanted to see them again.

god, i wanted to see you again.

when you unbuckled your seat belt, getting ready to leave, i stuttered out,

"hey, um, este? can i have your number? you know, to like, um, tell you how the project turns out?"

you nodded, holding out your hand for my phone, which i fumbled around in my pocket for.

you typed in your number and handed me my phone before looking me in the eyes and saying,

"just for the project, right?"

and then you opened the door, grabbing all of your outfits from the backseat and walking away from me.

just as you were about to retreat up the stairs to your own world, without me, you turned around,

and winked.

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its 1am and im all alone and im a lil sad bc i dont have an ash that wants me like he wants este and sigh 8(

this is not the end i promise there are like maybe 3 more chapters ok

um so if its late for you rn i hope everything is okay and you should get some sleep bc you probably need it ((like i do right now)) and if it's early for you then good morning i still hope everything is okay

i love you guys a lot thanks for making me happy kiss kiss