snapshot - ashton irwin

/ sixteen

i woke up the next morning with you in my arms and a pounding headache.

my shirt was on the floor and your dress was half unzipped, the bottom rising up.

i panicked for a good thirty seconds before remembering you stopping me,

and im so happy you did.

it would have been awful to have sex with you like that, not remembering any of it.

after a while, you finally woke up,

with a headache worse than mine.

it made sense, considering this was probably one of the first times you'd ever been drunk.

we got out of the club,

which i just realized conveniently had beds for people to have drunk sex on,

before anyone else could see us.

it was a nice club, how kind of them to loan us a mattress for the night.

and as we were walking out,

your stilettos in your hand, your hair a mess,

you still looked beautiful.

so, i snapped a picture.

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ive heard of a club that does this and i thought it was rlly nice so here

this story is almost over and im so sad ): you guys have been so fun to write for

this is going to be a long author's note I am sorry in advance.

okay so a few people have been asking what happened with 5sos yesterday at the billboard awards so I decided to tell you everything that happened and stuff yay

OKAY SO MY PHONE LITERALLY DIED BEFORE ALL OF THIS OK SO I GOT THERE AND I WAS IN THE CROWD (of the red carpet) AND I SOMEHOW GOT TO THE FRONT AFTER LIKE AN HOUR AND EVERYONE WAS SO CHLL BC NOTHING WAS HAPPENING AND WE WERE ALL JUST TALKING AND LIKE EXCHANGING NUMBERS AND STUFF AND ALL OF A SUDDEN 5SOS WALK OUT OF THE FRICKING DOORS AND EVERYONE LOOSES THEIR SHIT OKAY SO THIS IS WHERE IT GETS CONFUSING SO LET ME EXPLAIN IN PARENTHESES (okay so the red carpet waiting area had two sections and there was a wall in between the two and I was on the wrong fREAKING side okay all the cars were letting them out at the other side so I never really saw anyone get out but a lot of super cool people came to our side before they went to the cars to arrive okay so this was all before 5sos even got in the car) ANYWAYS SO THEY CAME OVER AND I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT I AM RIGHT HERE THEY'RE GOING TO COME UP TO ME AND I WILL HAVE LIKE 5 SECONDS SO I DECIDED A HUG WAS MORE IMPORTANT THAN A PICTURE AND I LITERALLY HELD MY ARMS OUT AND LUKE WALKED RIGHT INTO THEM I WAS THE FIRST FRICKING PERSON LITERALLY OKAY SO I WAS HUGGING HIM AND HE SMELLED LIKE JESUS AND THEN HE LEFT AND I WAS FREAKING OUT AND MIKEY WALKED PAST AND I LIKE INSTINCTIVELY STUCK MY HAND OUT AND HE HIGH FIVED IT AND WOOOOOOO IT WAS SO GREAT AND THEN THEY WERE WALKING BACK IN AND EVERYONE WAS DEAD AND I SCREAMED "GOOD LUCK TONIGHT"  AND ASH TURNED AROUND AND SCREAMED THAT HE LOVED US AND IT WAS JUST THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME

im sorry that was so long im still emotional