January 06
3 months ago
"It's already 11pm. Dadating ba talaga si Isa?" sinamaan ko ng tingin si Anton nang sabihin niya 'yon "I'm just asking. We still have an hour to wait pa naman"
"She'll come. She will definitely come" sabi ko sakanila at muling inayos ang polo ko.
I'm very confident na dadating si Isa. It's our 2nd anniversary. And this night is definitely the last night that I will consider her as my girlfriend.
Kasi bukas fiancé ko na siya.
2 years being with her, sharing my unending stories, funny jokes, problems and thoughts, I think it's enough for me to ask her if she will marry me.
She's my life and my whole heart are made just for her.
"Thirds, may family problem si Andi. She just texted me and she's crying. Sorry pre pero hindi ko ata makikita yung pagpropose mo kay Isa" napakamot sa batok si Tyler ng sabihin niya yon
"Okay lang pre. She needs you. Bumawi ka nalang kapag kasal na!" pagbibiro ko at tumawa naman siya
Quarter to 12 na pero wala padin si Isa. Unti-unti nadin umaalis yung mga kaibigan ko pati yung mga kaibigan ni Isa dahil anong oras nadin talaga.
Hanggang sa ang maiwan nalang ay ako pati si Anton.
"Ano sa tingin mo? Dadating ba siya or tatakasan niya yung proposal ko?" nagpakawala ako ng sarkastikong ngiti nang tanungin ko yan.
Ayokong mawalan ng pag-asa dahil never pa akong binigo ni Isa kapag nagbibitaw siya ng pangako.
When we celebrated our 1st anniversary as a couple, we promised each other na hanggang dulo, kami parin sa isa't isa.
She even promised me na kahit anong mangyari, when i got the chance to propose to her and ask her if she will marry me, she will probably say yes kasi ako daw yung dream guy niya.
And that promises from her, ayan yung pinanghahawakan ko ngayon.
She will never dissapoint me. This is actually the time that we're waiting for.
She will become Ravena, soon.
"What if itext mo siya? Baka may emergency na nangyari. Alam niya ba na may okasyon na mangyayari ngayon?" tanong ni Anton at marahan akong tumango
I texted her earlier na pumunta sa favorite place namin dito sa Manila. She replied a simple 'ok' kaya hinayaan ko na.
We waited for more that 2 hours and it is almost 2AM. Wala pa siyang reply sa tinext ko kanina. Nakatulog nadin si Anton sa pinagdugtong niyang upuan.
Should I still wait for her or just visit her in their house?
A tear just fell from my eyes. I don't know. I have this bad feeling na baka hindi na talaga siya pumunta.
Okay pa kami kahapon. Masaya pa siya kasama ako kaya imposible na ireject niya ako or hindi man lang siya sumipot sa usapan namin ngayon.
Baka may nangyari lang. Yeah, baka there's something came up and hindi niya na ako nagawang itext pa.
I need to think more reasons kasi feeling ko mababaliw na'ko.
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The other day, i went to Isa's condo pero wala siya do'n so I decided to go to their house baka nandon siya.
