After one week of making Tae jealous, I forgave him. He looks super happy when I did but tried to make it look cool.
He announced our marriage to the whole company which shocked me. His doing all of this for me.... I love his care to me.....
When his at work, his attitude is still very emotionless, but when I'm around him, he tries to be a little bubbly. At home, he is a complete different person.
He always tries to make me laugh, when I'm upset, he buys me my favourite doughnuts.
For some reason, my period didn't came for 4-5 months..... It scared me........ Maybe I got... A cancer in my uterus
.....im scared.... I don't dare to go to the doctors although Tae kept encouraging me to go.
I don't dare.... What if I really have cancer somewhere in my body. Then I'll have to leave this world and I can't see Tae anymore in my life.
He promised me that he will ask the best doctor to heal me if I have cancer.... But I still don't dare.....
Finally, I decided to go to the doctors, but by myself. I wanted to go there alone... So Tae allowed me to.
Sitting in the waiting room was scary. I wanted to leave, but I can't.... I must gather my courage to see the doctors... For Tae..... I must
When I went in the room, the doctor examine me and gave a little sigh. Cue 1.... Is something really happening to me......
He told me to go to the gynae centre....am I really.... having a cancer in my ...
When I went in the room again, the gynaecologist told me to lie on the bed. She uses the ultrasound machine and scanned my abdomen. It was cold.
She furrowed her eyebrows.... Cue 2! Next, she looked into the camera thingy which I didnt dared to look at... Just in case.... I really got cancer.
She sighed heavily. Cue 3! This is a double confirm that I'm getting a cancer. After my check up, I came out of the room crying...... How......?
I reached home,thinking of how to tell Tae... He is in work right now so I went to the fridge for more doughnuts. He always make a restock of it every two days.
At around 7,he came back. He went up to me and asked me about the check up....
I looked at him, looking like I'm going to cry.... I don't know how to tell him...
His gonna cry if I tell him.
He comforted me and asked me again. I didn't have the strength to tell.... Since I only ate doughnuts....
He made me some noodles. After I ate, he tried asking again. I went to my bag, getting a few photographs out of it.....
I clutched it in my hands tightly..... I looked at him,he looked so worried....
I opened my mouth, trying to talk, but I can't....
I gulped and open my mouth again...
"..... I'm............. You......... Are going to..."
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My secret husband {Taesana}
FanfictionWe've been married for almost half a year and we've didn't talk much nor go out together.Just because of that incident that happened.... we don't talk even more... Why did we even get married the first place....
