Lots of Hate, Louis

Chapter 5

I know it's been a while since I updated but I've been really busy. After all it is summer! What have you guys been doing this summer? 

Heres chapter 5! I'll try to update monday because I'm going camping till sunday!

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To Lou:

Can you blame me for not wanting to talk to you? You tweeted that you'd  rather have me dead than see me. Your girlfriend sent me a text me telling      me to kill myself because no one here likes me. If you really want I'll drive      you to Doncaster tonight so we can talk.

“Who ya texting love?” Niall said not looking away from the road.

“Louis.” I noticed his hands clench the wheel tighter. “He really wants to talk to me, and he told me to tell you and the rest of the boys that he's going back to Doncaster for the week. He'll be back Friday for the show.” Niall nodded still not looking at me. My phone vibrated, I had one new text.

From Lou:

Okay I called my mom and she said to be at the house by 3. She also said you're staying the night because it's too long of a drive.

To Lou: Okay I'll be home in a few, just getting breakfast since Harry didn't wake us up.

“Hey Niall can we just stop at StarBucks? I have to get back to the house. I'm taking Louis to Doncaster so he can tell me what he needs to. His mom said to be there by three.” Niall just nodded.

“Do you think talking to him is a good idea?” I just shrugged, not knowing how to answer that. A part of me was excited to talk to him and another was telling me not to go. “I can take him if you want.”

“No Niall I have to do this. It has to happen sooner or later, and I just want to get it over with.” We pulled into the drive through.

“Hi, I'll have a grande mocha coffee, a tall mocha coconut frappachino, and two blueberry muffins.” I smiled, loving the fact that he always knows what I like to get. Once we got the stuff we headed back to the flats. When we pulled into the drive Niall parked and looked at me. “Can I give you something before you leave with him?” I nodded. “Close your eyes.” Niall whispered. I closed my eyes waiting for him to tell me to open them but that never happened. Instead I felt his soft, warm lips touch mine. I didn't kiss him back at first due to pure shock. After I realized what was happening I kissed him back with all the passion in me. I felt him smile into the kiss. He pulled away and just looked at me smiling like an idiot. “Sorry, I've wanted to do that for a while.” Before I could respond he grabbed his coffee and got out of the car. I followed and went up to our flat.

I took out a duffel bag and packed two changes of clothes. Knowing Louis's family I'm going to need them. I also packed a pair of sleep shorts from Jack Wills, one of Niall's t-shirts, my hair straightener, and my make-up bag. I decided to change before I left so I'd be comfortable for the long ride. I pulled on a random pair of maroon Hollister sweat pants and a plain white t-shirt. I pulled my hair up into a messy bun and grabbed my sunglasses. I slipped on my white TOMS and left the flat. I walked down to Harry and Louis's flat and knocked on the door. Harry answered wearing nothing but his boxers. I just rolled my eyes, used to seeing him like this. All the boys were sitting on the couch, even Louis. They were doing a video diary before Louis left. “Harmonie! Come say hi to everyone!” Niall said looking at me from the couch. I went over and sat in between his legs next to Louis.

“Hi guys!” I waved at the camera. Questions started to show up like crazy.

“Okay Harmonie, SerenaLovesOneDirection wants to know which one of the boys are your favorite. Obviously me.” Zayn said winking at me. I laughed.

“Honestly each of the boys is my favorite for different reasons. Harry for always being there for me, Zayn for his amazing fashion sense, Niall for his large apatite, Liam for his cute fear of spoons, and Louis because he always used to know how to make me laugh.” I smiled at each of the boys, even Louis who was concentrating way too hard on his shoe.

“Well put. FrankieDear wants to know if you had to date one of the boys who would it be?”

“I'd obviously date Lou.” Harry said smiling down at his best friend.

“Harry hands down.” Louis said actually smiling.

“Niall.” Liam said nudging his best friend.

“Zayn, cause he's girly.” Niall said and Zayn hit him.

“Myself. These boys are too immature.” Zayn said smiling proudly while all the boys pouted.

“I think I'd date Niall because he's my best friend and we get along well.” Not to mention that kiss in the car was amazing. I blushed at the thought of it. I looked up at Niall and he was blushing too. Suddenly Louis stood up grabbing his bag.

“It's time for us to go. I'll be in the car.” He said then slammed the door behind him.

“Well someone's in a mood.” Zayn said making a face.

“Well I guess that's my cue to leave by guys I'll see you all tomorrow night.” I hugged each of the boys, my hug with Niall lasting a little longer than the rest.

“If you need anything text me.” He breathed into my ear. I nodded and walked out the door. I walked over to Louis's car and he was already in the drivers seat. I got in the passenger seat, making sure to buckle up. “Hi.” I stated.

“Hi. I just want you to hear me out okay? You don't have to forgive me or anything I just want to talk to you.” I nodded. “I know it doesn't mean much but I am truly sorry for everything that both Eleanor and I have said. My apologies start from the Xfactor days. I had feelings for you, you can trust that. I wanted nothing more than to call you my girlfriend. Everytime we hung out I fell harder for you. Your personality just does that,makes people like you. The reason I couldn't do anything about it was because of the producers. Think about it, did you ever see any of the boys with a girlfriend while we were on the show? Didn't your brother and his girlfriend break up during the show and then get back together right after? The producers told us that we'd get more fans if we were all single, of coarse Harry didn't listen but does he ever? I wish I wouldn't have listened because we'd probably be happily together right now. But the past is the past and you can't change it. Now to apologize for what has recently happened. I didn't mean to say those things about you at the airport, and you had every right to slap me. Those tweets honestly weren't me. I let Eleanor use my twitter since she had to take hers down cause of all the hate. If I would have known sooner I would have said something to her. Since I just found out about all the texts and tweets there wasn't much to do except break up with her. Which I did. I'm just hoping that you will let me try and be your friend again because I really do miss you Harmonie. I know you like Niall too and I respect that. Like I said I just want to be friends nothing more. Deal?” I thought about it and I do miss Louis, there is no denying that. As for us being as close as we were that will probably never happen again. I'm young not stupid.