Do I love you or do I L.O.V.E myself

crying to sleep..Its normal

Y/N's Pov

You sat on the couch awkwardly, hugging your knees, but you couldn't help but notice how sans kept looking at you. This made you very uncomfortable, so you decided to go to sleep. You got up shakily but trying to not to show it, but of course it didn't work.

Oh how weak!~

You flinch slightly and start slowly walking to your room. Sans still staring at you. You make it to the stairs and calmly walk up and to the spare bedroom the brothers told that was yours. You walked in and shut the door, you could hold back , you just broke down and cried silently. This was one of your many mental break downs, you had at least one every week. 

Here we are again!~ All the sadness and pain escape your WEAK body!~

You cried and sobbed harder. Hating yourself, this cruel world and what it's done to you. The way at your home they abused you, threw you out to die and no one helped. Just kept hurting you more and more. 

You weakly got up and looked in the mirror in the room, seeing your small round face and small body, you had some curve but it didn't matter. It was all ugly to you. Your (h/c), disgusting and messy, normally tied up. Your (e/c) eyes that's always dull and has bags underneath. And the place were all your emotions escape the easiest.

Your so ugly (Y/N) just disappear!~

You cried your soul out. That use to be a beautiful elegant, (s/c). But now dull and useless...

Finally you crawled into bed and cried and cried...

tears falling

and falling

and falling...

as you cried yourself to sleep.

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like any other night