Pretty Memories : ( Tyga Story )

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Michael Pov

This is what I get for opening myself up to someone, having them get to know me the real me, all the shitty things I did in my life, every fucking thing I've been through . . Not only did I open myself up, I showed a side of myself that's been hidden for a while . Faith had become apart of me, she became someone I can call my everything, the pieces that held me together . I can't get her out of my mind, the way she smells, the way she feels, the way she caresses me, her everything is trapped inside me . But now everythings all gone because she left me .

Last Week

"Hey baby, I got some chicken and broccoli, fried rice, general chicken, and . . . And why is your stuff packed ?" I asked

I had just come home from the Chinese store and got us something both to eat . . When I came into the living room all her shit was packed like she was going some where and never coming back .

"Michael, I've been trying to find a way how to tell you but I couldn't find a way to break it to you gently ." she said

"Find a way to break what to me gently ?" I said

"I'm going home Michael ."

I put the bags on the table and smiled, it wasn't a happy smile but a smile of disbelief . . Those words hit me in the face, it felt as bad as taking a gun shot wound to the body . I couldn't understand why she wouldn't want to stay, especially when her own family didn't want her to be there in the first place .

"What's wrong with things here ?" I asked

"Nothings wrong Michael, I just have to go home I'm ready it's been long enough . My Aunt needs me ."

"So why couldn't you just tell me that from the jump ? What the fuck was the problem that you couldn't just say it me ?"

"Because Michael I didn't want to see you react like this, I don't want you to be mad at me for leaving . I just really need to go back home what's so hard to understand about that ?" she said

"Whatever, you want to leave fuck it then go ." I said

"Baby, please just understand I'm not leaving because of you, I'm leaving because I have to ." she reached down for her bag

"So this a good bye ?"

"No Michael, it's just a see you later ."

She walked over to me and tried to kiss me but I turned my head to the side and she just glared at me . "I'll see you Michael ."

Today

Felt like she just walked out of my life, not only temporary but it feels like it's going to be forever . I don't care how fucking weak I sound right now I feel selfish for saying this but I really didn't want her to go, I need her and I think I love her . . I shouldn't be thinking that it's our last goodbye but I have a strong feeling it's going to turn into that way and it's going to be all my fault . I don't think she left because of her family, I know it was because of me . I waited too long to show her how I really felt, it's hard for me to express my feelings like that since Keisha . I'm not the damn award winning boyfriend, but I can be and I would have tried for her .

Faith Pov

Michael is going to be okay without me there, things were good between us I really didn't leave because of him I left because after Easter I saw my auntie and she told me that she wasn't herself for the past couple of months and everything I said to her on Easter hurt her and really made her think, she didn't want to be the woman my mother was to me, she realized how she was treating me and how it made me feel and apologized . . . She begged me to go home and I could tell she really wanted me to .

"I'm so glad your back, I was getting worried about you ." Bria said

"Why, I was fine ."

"Faith you know how you can get, I was just worried you were with the wrong crew doing something you would later regret ." she said

"Oh Bria please, that part of my life has died . . I was only with Michael you know that, if anything I was more worried about you . Nothing happen to you right ?"

She was silent and didn't look at me when I asked her the question she just gazed down at her hands .

"I don't know what was wrong that day but he just came in the living room after Chris left and he sat next to me and placed his hand on my leg, I pushed him off but he went back to touching me but this time got in closer between my legs . I slapped the shit out of him and went to Chris's house . I told Ma when she came home but she didn't believe me . When he came back in the house she told me to go in the back but I hid in the hallway . She sat in the chair with a butcher knife in her hand and said to him did you touch my daughter ? He told her no and that I was just trying to get rid of him . She told him that if he doesn't pack his shit and go in the next minute she was going to cut his balls off and his hands too ."

"Oh shit, you okay ?"

"Yeah I'm fine just glad he's gone and your back now ."

"Yeah I know I'm happy too ."

"You don't sound happy ." she said

"I am but Michael wasn't, and I feel like he hates me for leaving him . And that's the thing I didn't leave him, he's making it seem as though I left him for good and it's not like that I just want to figure what the hell is going on with me before we went any further with each other ." I said

"You starting to sound a little selfish, sounds like you're putting your needs before those who really matter, you don't have to be afraid of loving someone . I think you're messing up the one good thing you have going for you . You're going to lose out on him if you keep playing around, watch this is going to come back around and bite you in the ass ."