Chapter 3 Shawn's POV

59 5 0
                                    

I know Lexi is living a wealthy life. She's dating a member from K-Pop group BTS. His name is Jimin. I heard about it on the radio which just causes me more heartbreak. I just wanna see her and tell her that I regret hurting her that day. Lets just say my friends dared me to do something to make Lexi upset. I said no and they forced me to do it. After that Lexi and I have not talked since. God I miss her much and I want to tell her that I still love but it would be wrong. I wonder what the bf is like. Is he tall? Is he a better singer than me? Well I like I heard he does have an accent because he is from Korea. Why am I thinking negatively? Whats the point of being on the bathroom floor all the time? I am trying my best not to think about her but she's so addicting. Why is she like a drug I can't quit? I want to see her but she won't want to see me. But at this time I need to let her go right now so I don't go crazy. Before you know it I have a feeling she is going to come here one day. I'm getting that feeling.

In My Blood Shawn Mendes FanficWhere stories live. Discover now