His arms are around me.
Holding me tight.
Yet I feel alone.
He tells me he loves me
Kisses me cheek.
Yet I feel alone.
It's not him.
It's me.
I'm numb.
I'm scared.
I'm sad.
I'm alone.
It's her.
She gets in my head.
He voice rings out.
"Just go die."
"I'll help you do it"
"He's mine".
The demons they take control
They hid until I'm weak.
They make lash out.
Try make me think,
"Everyone would be happier
If only I was gone"
That's girl, his ex
She gets to me.
She haunts me.
She makes me want to run
Far far away.
Away from her.
Away from him.
Away from everyone.
Alone is sometimes best
Alone is the only way I can heal
