We Can Change It

Chapter 6

I sat in my gown on the balcony watching the gray gloomy sky and the plump white clouds roll by. The rain smashed against everything as it hit earth. I nodded my head as I listened to Sam Smith's I'm not the only one.

I feel like those girls in those books who want to give their guy another chance but can't feel it in their heart just yet to give them another chance. It'a annoying but it's truly how I feel.

"you made my realize my biggest fear"

I tapped my glass against my seat as the song repeated. Love is stupid sometimes.. It never wants to warn you when you're going to get hurt.

I stood up and went back into the hotel room. Luke stood at my door way with his arms crossed. "How're Scar? With these gloomy days you've been very "Active" I guess." Luke smirked. "Yes, I'm feeling VERY fatigued from all this "exercising and moving" " I laugh as I push him. " Get out I need to get dressed." I smile and close my door.

I grab my jeans and slowly slide them up my legs. The struggles of the unfair jeans. I felt stuck. ugh. I peak my head out the door and see Ashton close by. "Ashton" I whisper. He looks up and comes to the door. "Yeah what's the problem?" He put his head by the door. "I need help getting my jeans on please...I would've asked someone else but I...you were the closest. "Alright." Ashton walked in and closed the door behind him. " Remember what I told you about jeans? There's a secret to it here stand against the wall." Ashton dipped his head a little directing me to the wall. Ashton walked up to me and grabbed and yanked up my jeans for me. "Thank you.." I smirk looking down to button up my pants. " 1 golden rule be stronger then the pants don't let the pants be stronger then you." Ash smiles. "I'm weak okay even fabric is stronger then me. That very Pathetic." I laugh. I pull out my blouse and pull it on. "Well there's nothing wrong with being weak and vulnerable sometimes. But it's something wrong if it's all the time." Ash looked me the eyes. I smile. I know.

I opened the door and walk out. "Okay ready?" I look at everyone. "Well of course we are we always have this time is like no other it's just a regular day with a concert at night nothing different." Michael threw his hands in the air and walked towards the door. "of course," I smiled. "It's not the same as others because you're finally here in the flesh.."Ash whispered on the way out. I stopped and looked at him. He shrugged. "God don't be a shrugger." I punch him.

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I stood on the side singing and dance. Michael and Luke would dance in sync and cal would rock it. over time Courtney would grab me and squeal about Calum. I wasn't focusing on anything other than Ashton. he deserved this moment right here. they all do.

The finished the last song of the set and stood in front of the drums bowing. "Guys we wouldn't be here without you! Thank you Goodnight." Calum smiled into the mic and ran off stage with everyone else. " That was amazing guys seriously! you know what? We need to celebrate NOW!" I giggle giving friendly hugs.

"First before we celebrate I have to say something! Me and Calum are dating!!!" Courtney squealed. "Like we didn't fucking know Courtney you guys have been touchy feely for about two weeks now." I fold my arms over my chest. "Scarlet but we all know what you want." Calum laughed. I roll my eyes and walk to the cooler and grab a Corona.

After a couple of drinks I was more drunk then anyone else there. "Alright I wanna than youuu and youuu and you!" I slurred laughing. I run over to the stereo and turn on some music. "OMG THIS IS MY SONG YASSSSS" I giggle over to ashton. "C'mon big man let's dance" I grab Ashton's hand and pull him in the middle o the living room. I danced kind of slouched and next thing you know I was out.

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Ashton's PoV

I grabbed scarlet off the floor and carry her to my room. She's so drunk I can only imagine how hung over she'll be tomorrow. I open my door and slowly place her on the bed. I take off her heels and put her under the covers.

I walk out of the room and close the door quietly. I went back to the group.

"awww did the party animal clock out early tonight?" Luke laughed. "yeah, so I suggest you guys be about 10 miles away from here when she wakes up." I nudge Luke. "we all might clock out soon too. It's getting a bit late." Michael landed on the couch. "Alright I'm going to bed then." I walk back to my room.

"Ashton....Ashton"

I open my door seeing scarlet wiggling around whimpering my name. I walk over to her and put a hand on her shoulder. "Shhh it's okay." I pull off my clothes and put my pajama pants on and lay next to her and wrap my arms around her.

occasionally that she'd whimper my name and a couple of sentences; she'd reach around on her body to find my hands.

"please don't go..." she cried quietly. "I'm right here I'm not going anywhere I promise.. Not again." I whisper in her ear.

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Scarlet's Pov.

I knew this feeling but not the memories that came with it. When I don't want to remember a certain memory I put it in the box. A imagine lock box in the back of my brain for all the painful and sad memories. I don't want to feel that hurt anymore..i don't want to feel that sad anymore. I want it to disappear.

I lift up quickly breathing hard.

I don't remember coming in here. I look down at Ashton who laid shirtless next to me.

I put my hand on my forehead. I headache came rounding horribly. my phone rang.

"hello?" I laid back on my pillow.

"Scarlet how's everything darling? Claude would like to see you today. he feels like you don't want to see him." my mother says. "Okay, Um I'll go see him." I hung up and got out of bed and got dressed and did my make up.

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"Scarlett Darling!!! I was afraid you didn't want to see me at all." Claude pouted. "I'm sorry Claude when I got here I saw people I haven't seen in a while." I rub the back of my neck. "Well good you're here honey. Which is better This yellow scarf or this white scarf?" Claude frowned at the scarfs.

"well darling we have ALOT TO DO TODAY!" I smile at claude.