New Badass of Kingswood

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Chance above ^
Nicole's povvv

Everything is so strange nowadays like no one really cares about anyone anymore

Past couple of weeks have been going down hill as my mum and her so called boyfriend have went separate ways , My brother Ross has been having problems with his girlfriend Georgia recently. And Me well ..
Me and chance , where to start :) we have been going strong , of course there are arguments over silly things but we always work it out , he is a complete sweetheart.

This moment in time me and my best friend alexis are in the mall shopping , because why the hell not and we needed to catch up cause of these last few weeks .
Alexis is still single and needing a boyfriend but she has really bad trust issues due to past events .
We are currently chatting about boys and school 🤨
Walking towards the food court we passed Aaron , my ex boyfriend , who broke up with me when I was in hospital , how much of a pathetic excuse Is that , I'm over it now but sometimes memories come back :(

We made awkward eye contact as he was sittin with his friends and a girl currently grinding on his lap , disgustingly might a add, i made a gag noise and turned my head and continued walking
I'm better if without him , he's just a complete and utter dick to be honest , mostly any time I see him it's a new girl or some of his past girls clinging onto him for dear life thinking he loves them , but I'm afraid he just used you girls for his own satisfaction .
Deep down I feel bad but choose not to show it , only gets you hurt
Alexis - u okay babe , u spaced out a little
Me - yeah I'm fine just completely wiped out if am honest :/ I say
Alexis - well I was thinking you would want to go to a club get your mind of things you know or we can have a movie night ? She says sounding concerned
Me - no movie night we are going out and going to have fun !! Let's do it :)) I say excitedly

At the house 🏠
When we got home it was about 5ish , I just went straight to the kitchen and started dinner .
"Boys dinner "!!!
I hear no one , it's unlike them all not to be in , I don't like this , it sounds to quiet.
Starting to think about it now hardly any of my family is around now , it's only me that's ever here :( might aswell start paying bills because my mum sure hasn't
I know things are hard at the moment for her and she is under a lot of stress but she shouldn't stop her from being her . I think she forgets she has kids to look after .
I just sit at the kitchen counter eating my dinner and thinking over everything , why me ? Like why do I feel so alone when I know I'm not I just feel like I'm not needed and im forgotten about , I hate this

My phone starts buzzing , it's Alexis
Me - what's up
Alexis - heyyy get ready , club remember you need to let loose a little
Me - hey about that I—
Alexis - no excuses your coming i hate seeing u like this
Me - okay then
I hung up and washed my dishes and went upstairs and went for a shower first thing before anything
My phone buzzed twice
"Alexis - picking u up in an hour "
Which would leave me an hour to get ready
I wonder who the other text is from
Chance - heyyy , is everything okay ? We haven't been talking much , when you see this text me :(

I really don't know what to say cause a really like him but I don't wanto hurt him , I just need space
I didn't reply because I don't know what to say .
A started my makeup , going with a dramatic look and straight hair
My outfit.

❗️The girl in the pic isn't her btw❗️
My phone buzzed signalling I had a text
Alexis - outside
A hurry and grab my bag and make my way towards the front door remeber my phone and to lock my front door.
Walking outside taking a quick 2second glance at my house , I make a bee line for Alexis car .
In the car sitting I turn to see Alexis aboit to burst with excitement.
This night should be eventful ...

Hey guys thanks for everything honestly I haven't updated in months and I apologise dearly .
I love you all !! X