New Badass of Kingswood

Im a lost puppy

Nicoles Povvvv

I was standing with chance outside , we just stared at eachother before he walked of without a good buy what the F**k , I made my way into my house and strate up to my room , I could here my brothers and my mother and Alexis shouting on me but I didn't look back , I made my way in locked my door and put my phone on charge ,

10 missed calls from Aarron
5 messages from Alexis
13 missed calls from mother
1 message from chance
2 missed calls from Blair ?

I didn't even bother with my phone , I ended up smashing it and broke it so I had no contact with anyone , or till they came to my house I had nothing else
Someone knocked on my door , but I didn't budge I juts burst out in anger and tears , I silently went in to my toilet and stood they're locking the door , I pick up a sharp blade and start pressing in my skin nice and slow , I was loosing a lot of blood , I could see it spelling out all over my arm but i didn't care , I wasn't really important to anyone especially boys , there was Blair , Aarron and chance and I've fuxked up everytime , it slowly became dark and I was out cold ......

Ross's POVVV

I seen Nicole outside with chance I think it was and she came running inside crying , a couple minutes later I decide to go check in her , I knock the door slightly but she didn't budge I just heard movement and I thump , I was so scared I even , jumped downstairs got the spare keys and unlocked it and unlocked the bathroom to see her lying in a pool of blood ......

"'MUMMMMMMMM!!!" I shout so loud
She comes running in and burst out crying and called and an ambulance , it was here in seconds , all of a sudden they come take her into the ambulance as everyone is out side there house crying cause I know we just moved here but we were all so close , then I see Blair and chance run over but not with eachother
" OMG WHAT HAPPENED!l chance shouts and starts to grip to his hair
" she came in crying from when she was with you , and ran upstairs , I found her in her bathroom in a pool of blood with a blade " I say almost in tears
" I'm shocked " Blair says that's all he could fucking say
" you must be kidding , you were all nice to her know you don't give a shit , are u fucking insane , you are just a fuxk up how could you say something like that just cause she rejected you is that why , just go away back home and never come back , I never want to see you face again " I shout at Blair
Blair slowly moves away into his house
"Ross is she going to be okay , this was all my fault , I made her like this , I'm just a fuck up MAN!!!!" Chance shouts
" she'll be fine chance honestly shes strong and done this a lot of times before and also tried to commit suicide but putting a gun to the side of her heard and bang she was down but she's still here " I say
" thanks wee man , do u want me to drive your mum , and your brother to the hospital " chance asks
" yes please , two mins " I run off and and get my brother , my mother went in the ambulance with Nicole
We were at the hospital now and I'm just heartbroken ...

Chances POVVV
This was all my fault I made her self confident ans u walked away from her I'm so stupid , but now I know everything that's happened to her , I call Alexis to tell her what's happens and she's here in two mins exactly .

"Where is my best friend " she shouts
" we're waiting for results after stitches " I say calmly
" why did I leave her why did I not go up and get her I'm just one big fuck up am so stupid "she' said sobbing
"She'll be fine Alexis , Ross told me very thing thats happened in her life and she so strong she'll pull through it " I say in confidence
"I believe you chance "she says hugging me
The doctor walked in
"She is sound asleep and the stitches went well she is suffering very bad depression and so she'll take strong medication for that matter , but she'll wake up later , use can go see her if use wish" he said and walked off
I walked in and burst out in tears with Alexis at the sane time , her mother and her brothers were sitting watching over her , she'll be fine chance she'll be fine , I keep saying to myself
" chance and Alexis go home , I will call use if any further details okay use need sleep " her mother suggested , we both nodded
I drove Alexis home , and I approached my house were my dad was standing freaking out , he was worried sick about Nicole and so was I .......