The Camera Girl ( A Kellin Quinn fanfiction )

Sorry for shitwhip!

"When i was 7, my mum died, and she was the only parent to ever care about me. since my mum wasn't around to look after me anymore, i had no purpose of being there so my dad took my to the orphanage. i stayed there for three years living in hell, because i was different to everyone else. now this wasnt just name calling, everyday after coming home from emotional and physical pain at school, I would enter my 'home', just for extra. the people who ran the place even knew,  but the fact that I'm just a worthless emo, and I apparently don't deserve  to be treated nicely.

"after that, I was transferred to America, and after another three years there was a couple wanting to adopt me. These lifesavers are called Dean and Cass, (A.N. any spn fans? these guys don't go demon hunting,  but I couldn't help myself...) or to me, Dad and Papa. they took me in and because Dad is one sassy bitch I found my own sassyness, hence the classroom incident and our recent encounter with kellin. having gay pearents was difficult,  I was bullied but I didn't get affected because they were insulting me, but because such amazing people which, if they weren't gay, people would just think of them as normal, kind human beings, yet just because they like the same sex, they are like aliens in a human community! Even Papa's own family shunned him out, just because he stayed with Dad and in a sense, saved him! (AN. if there are any spn fans, please say you get this (remember papa is cass ;) ))

"so when I saw Kellin talking to you and about you like that, I flipped. it sickens me the way others are treated! " I spilled, suddenly aware that I juat explained my entire life story with an almost complete stranger...

"god, you are an interesting, kind, sensitive, beatuiful girl. and its okay for me to say that cos i don't want your hoohar!" i laughed at his comment.

"first, i am notinteresting, i've just had a rough life, kind and sensitive are not the words to describe me and i can't even begin to stress how wrong you are about that whole 'beautiful' thing. i am not beautiful, i am ugly. if i was, then why do people leave me? no one cares apart from two people." i protest.

"you need to stop lying to yourself. i can't promise that things won't be broken, but i swear that i will never leave." he comforrts, so i stop and give him a hug. i know this is weird, concidering that i have basically just met him, but i know this is the begnning of a brilliant friendship. especially since this is the closest i have ever been to anyone (apart from cass and dean).

"hey do you mind if i continue my vlog?" i ask, "i really gotta explain how much of a arsehole kellin is."

"sure? what's your youtube name?" 

"CrazyCass, i'm not that big, bu-" i am cut off

"no way! i knew i recognized you! just a heads up, hime is a MASSIVE fan... just to clear things up, his name is pronounced hime, but it's spelt jamie. and he is my beautiful boyfriend!" he stated proudly, making me melt of the cuteness.

"yay! thanks for sorting that, i can't wait to meet him!" i was excitedly, generally happy that i apparently have dedicated fans!! i whip out my camera and click record. 

"right, welcome back world! i have ditched shitwhip cos he is a homophobic basturd... but here is... Mr Viktur, or Vic, Fuentes! he is just explaining that his boyfriend is a fan! 

oh and just a heads up vic, if any souless idiots talk shit about you being gay, im sure my fellow fans will take care of that!

 anyway, i just wanted to apologise, and i think todays vlog will be short ish... gonna put mah cemeera eeway noow! i'll see ya at lunch! byeeeee!" and i put the camera away.

i smile at vic and we continue the tour.

"so tell me about this jamie!" i said excitedly.

"Well, we have been together for 1 year later this month, he is funny, kind, absolutley stunning! he makes me laugh and his smile could light up a room, and if you are feeling down, he makes you feel like you are the most important person in the world. he has been there from the beginning and i really lov- heh, erm really really like him!" he stopped, i was sure of almost hearing 'love'.

"nice try vic!" i say smiling

"what do you mean?" he asked, confused.

"i know you tried to cover up the 'L' word! dont worry though, i would have been able to guess. it's exactly the way papa takes about dad and dad talks about papa! i won't tell jamie, but i will tell you if he feels the same way. if so, i think you should tell him on you anniversary and if he doesn't say it back, let him know that he doesn't need to, but i will check for you!" i say, no need to brag, but i am great at relationship advice... only when it comes to other peoples relationships...

"Thanks for the advice! and you are right, i love him with my whole heart! how did you get this good at this? tell me about him!" he said excitedly, and i hated to get his hopes up over boy talk.

"there never was any boy..." i say embarassed.

"girl then?" wrong again

"nope, no girl either, there never has been anyone..." i feel my cheeks flush with embarassment.

"okay then, i mean, before jamie, i had had no boyfriend, no kiss or even holding hands with a boy. but how did you get so good?" he asked. well, i might as well tell him seeing as he already knows most of my life i thought.

"1 year ago, dad got drunk one night and kissed someone, thinking it was papa. my papa was distraught, and ended up going to his friends. he stayed there for 2 weeks and dad basically lost it. i was scared that they were going to break up. i decided to go over to papa, and managed to convice him, by hiding him in the house, so that he could see how dad was dealing with it. i can also tell if people are lying so that helped. they met up the next day then got back together, almost as if nothing had happened!" i explain.