one thing i've found is that, whenever i'm negative about myself i feel like everyone is thinking the same about me then, my anxiety would kick in and i feel god awful about myself and everything.
when i first released i was trans i refused to accept it, everyday i would do extreme make up, kept my hair long, wore skirts n' dresses everyday. it was hell, doing what i did lead me to fall into a deeper and darker depression that also lead to my intense thoughts of suicide. let's just say my mental health had officially went to shit, it was such an awful time but one night, when i was in my bedroom crying that i took a look at myself and said "this isn't living, this isn't fun, why are you so afraid of something you can't help?" after that i binned all my skirts and cut my hair, i wore jeans and trousers to school instead of skirts, and i realised how happy i became straight away and it made me happier that i had ever been.
so the lesson? no matter what you are, race wise, gender wise, sexuality wise, religion wise, you should always be proud of it as long as you aren't hurting anyone that is.
stay hydrated and happy my darlings, i love you all so much 💛💛💛xx
sincerely,
Me💛
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