A kpop group with one girl and seven boys. One word. Chaos.
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THIS WAS WRITTEN BY MY IMMATURE SELF SO I APOLOGISE FOR MAKING Y'ALL CRINGE :)
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After the fanmeeting, we went back home. I was frowning the whole time when we were in the car. No one remembers my birthday. I felt like crying. When we got back home, i went into the bathroom to shower. After that, i changed into this:
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(Sorry if it is blurry) After changing, i went to BigHit with Yoongi oppa to practice in the practice room.
Suga's POV We told PD-nim that it was close to Jaerin's birthday. We wanted to do a Vlive without Jaerin to tell ARMY not to wish her happy birthday and if they want to wish her happy birthday, they can whisper to her at the fanmeeting, not on twitter, instagram or snapchat.
PD-nim said that he will take the opportunity to ask Jaerin to practice more on the other old choreography since we are going to be on tour in 4 months. So, basically, he allowed us to do a Vlive without Jaerin. Hoseok hyung and i offered to go and pratice with Jaerin. He allowed me to go but not Hoseok because he said that Hoseok was very bad in lying. So, for the past few weeks, Jaerin had been practicing. Today, was Jaerin's birthday. The other members were going to decorate the house, cook Jaerin's favourite foods and order the birthday cake.
Jaerin's POV I practiced different songs' choreography with the help of Yoongi oppa.By the time i was done praticing, i was sweating like crazy. I was panting heavily, my legs were aching and my whole body was soaked in sweat. This was the most tiring day of my life! And, it was my birthday!
However, I did not want to think about my birthday anymore. It was merely my birthday, it was not an international thing so, why should i be sad when no one celebrates it? Plus, the boys have been really busy with all the dance practises, concerts, fanmeeting, vocal lessons, interviews and magazine shootings. How could they remember my birthday?
Suga's POV Jaerin had been practising for hours. And, she is sweating like mad. Though i don't want to admit it, but Jaerin looks pretty hot sweating and panting like that. I don't want my feelings to make me look like a fool just drooling over a girl but, Jaerin looks super hot when she is panting and all. Urghh! She just makes me feel that way and i don't like it. I have been thinking about it for ages. I am not sure if i should do it. Confess? Don't confess? I am not worried about her rejecting me, but i am afraid that what if she agrees, but PD-nim won't let us be in a relationship? Or, what if she agrees, but it affects our career? What if i accidentally hurt her? I hate the thought of so many possibilities that can stop us from having relationship. It's super hard to decide. I have been pushing these thought away and ignoring it because the thought it makes me feel frustrated. I can take all the stress in the world, but this stress? No, i could not take it. I just run away from it all the time. To think that a girl can just make me feel that way makes me feel that i am a loser. Can't i just face my fear? Urgh! I just hate it! Absoulutely hate it! I hate the thought of it! Every time i see her, i just get so frustrated and start thinking about the possibilities that can break us up.
