Anastasia Isabelle

Kabanata 3

Days passed,me and Zeus are getting closer and closer.

Feelings getting deeper.

Hiding getting better.

"Hmm Ms. Ana? May bulaklak po pala para sa inyo. May nagiwan lamg po sa gate." Inabot ko yung bouquet of roses at inamoy. Hmmm bango ah.

I opened the card...

Im jealous of the people
Who are beside you
If i could just tell my feelings
I would do
Someday,i'll tell the truth

Sino kaya to? Someday i'll tell the truth? Si Zeus kaya to?

Pero nakakahiya naman kapag tinanong ko kaya hayaan ko nalang na siya na mismo magsabi sakin.

Nilagay ko na sa vase yung bulaklak.

Dederetso nalang ako kayna Zeus. Weekend naman ngayon at walang tao sa bahay.

Im almost to Zeus' house when i saw him near a cafe...with a girl.

Who could this be?

Babalik na sana ako sa bahay ng mapansin niya ako.

"Ana! Hey here!" I smiled. I waited them to come near me and i see them holding hands. Wow.

"Hi." Tipid kong sabi. Gosh ano tong nararamdaman ko? Bakit parang...OMG. Am i jealous? No. No. Im happy for him.

Am i?

"I want you to meet my soon to be girlfriend,Sophie Williams. And Soph this is my best friend,Ana Villamor."

Soon to be girlfriend palang pero kung makapaghawak ng kamay kala mo linta psh.

"I was about to go to your house but i think youre busy and too occupied." I was about to go kaso hinawakan niya kamay ko.

I feel the electricity.

"Dont go home yet. You can go with us,you can be friends too tutal magiging gf ko na siya diba Soph?" Eh ako tinanong nita ba kung okay lang sakin? Nathird wheel pa nga.

"You can go with us Ana." Nakakainis ang pagiging super landi ng boses niya.

Bago pa ako makatanggi,nakaladkad na nila ako sa mansion ni Zeus.

"So movies anyone?" Nagkakagulo kami ni Soph sa kakasuggest ng movies. And he ended up choosing what Soph suggested. Psh nagtanong pa siya eh halata namang wala sa choices niya ang pagpili sa suggestion ko. Waste of time.

I could not focus to movie kase gosh nagsuggest ng horror movie tas takot na takot?! Myghad.

She keeps on kicking and clinging to MY best friend.

I could not stand this anymore.

"Hey,im going." But oh yes,they cant hear me. Waste of energy. Umalis nalang ako at hindi parin nila ako napapansin.

Nakakainis!

Dumaan ang ilang araw at di pa din ako napapansin o nirereach out ni Zeus.

This is familiar.

Love Rosie.

Oh yes. Hahaha.

Funny thing is,i only received one text since that day.

"Hey im sorry di ko na napansin na umalis ka. Hang out soon okay?"

Just like that. 3 days passed at wala pa din akong naririnig tungkol sa kanya. Great.

"Iha,bat parang di ka na napunta sa bahay ng Tita Charmaine mo?" Nandito ako sa garden at di ko napansin na nandito na din pala si mommy.

"He's too busy with his soon to be girlfriend." So okay,i didnt mean to put an edge to my sentence pero kasi naman psh.

"And youre jealous? Ayieeee." Umalis nalang ako sa garden at nagready para magswimming.

"Okay okay im sorry anak. But i want you to know that we're having a vacation this last week of month." I looked at mom confused

"Why? Ano meron? And who are we with?" Ngumiti naman siya ng malaki. Seriously,what's happening

"It's your birthday iha,that's why we have a vacation. That supposed to be a surprise pero i think mas maganda kung ngayon mo na malaman kase malungkot ka." Naalala nila omg. I didnt expect this.

"Are dad and kuya coming?" Please say yes mommy.

"Hmmm..yes and also the Salvador family!!!!" She said excitedly. Natuwa na ako eh kaso knowing na kasama si Zeus? Nah.

Umalis nalang ako at humiga sa kama magdamag. Nagpatugtog nalang ako.

Why did I have to lose your way
Why did I try to fly away
Story about us don’t want to lose
Now that my eyes dry I go on
Just for you

"Am i right to hold on somewhere deep i hide it all or fade away somehow,somewhere deep even my dream...."

Unti-unting may tumulong luha sa mga mata ko.

Why am i crying?

Why do i feel that my heart is aching?

Wht am i feeling this?

Hays ano na kaya mangyayari sakin?