I Hate To Love Him...

Chapter 3

Hello! Sorry about my later upload but my laptop was being stupid -____- Well here's my third chapter in I Hate To Love Him! :D Oh and I'm looking for actors to play Terrance and Isaac. Any ideas from others would be very appreciated(; And I think I've found someone to play Tori(: Well I won't keep you from reading this so Buhh Byee(:

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Oh and I've picked Austin Victoria to play Terrance.(; What do ya think?

My first week went smoothly but for the past few days I can't sleep. I wake up screaming in the middle of the nights with nightmares that I can never remember in the morning. The first night Terrance and Isaac came running in looking for a threat but they both froze staring at me in shock. I had tears running down the my face and I was shaking all over. After the first two nights they ignored m screaming. If I'm not sleeping I'm sitting up late thinking of my 'mate' who won't leave my thoughts. I've only had six hours of sleep in the last three days.

So far I have been able to avoid Logan for the past few days. If I see him coming I walk in the opposite direction and if I'm with Tori I just find an excuse to leave. I flirt with other guys but I'm losing my spark. Gabe, my first friend here is the only guy that hasn't lost interest with me. He's quite thoughtful and caring which I have now learned from the rumor mill is out of character for him.

"You look like shit," Tori bluntly states. Tori and the rest of the group have welcomed me back with open arms and are trying their hardest to make me apart of their group. All except Carrie who is Logan's on again, off again girlfriend. I'm fine with that, so I say but I still haven't fully convinced myself.

The red head places her hands on her petite waist and frowns at me. She's dressed impeccably in black jeans with a white ruffled shirt, and a black blazer over it.

I scowl at her, "Hello to you too, sunshine." I feel out of place next to her in just some light wash skinny jeans and a gray off the shoulder top. I also had to use more makeup then usual this morning to cover up the gigantic bags underneath my eyes.

"Hello, smartass. So what's with the drab looking outfit today?" She closes her locker swiftly and stares at me expectantly.

"What, can't I just dress down for once?" I snap at her and instantly regret it when I see the hurt flash in her eyes. "I'm sorry but I haven't been sleeping well."

Tori shoots me a disapproving look but she keeps her mouth shut. I silently remove my books from my locker and I trudge to English.

Gabe meets me halfway there and casually throws his arm around my shoulders like the first day, except now it's more brotherly affection then a "I wanna get in your pants" feeling. "Hey stranger," he grins down at me. He has taken on a brotherly role and is watching out for me lately.

I yawn as I greet him. He stares at me but before he can say anything--I cut him off, "Don't say it! I've gotten crap about my appearance from my brothers and Tori." Believe it on not for once, my brothers actually notice my appearance and are starting to question me on it. I know Terrance knows it but he's smart enough not to tell his hot-headed brother.

That's when a growl rips through the hallway that only our heightened hearing can catch. I instantly know who it is. Gabe and I turn to see a fuming Logan. I realize Gabe's arm is still around me. Gabe goes to remove it but I calmly tell him to leave it. He winces as Logan marches towards us. He rubs his hand across his neck nervously, "Megan you're gonna get my ass handed to me," he chuckles anxiously.

I laugh weakly, "See how much excitement I bring to your life." I wipe all my emotions off my face as Logan nears us. His eyes are black as coal and if looks could kill, his future beta would be on the floor.