yuri oneshots

need me

I've been staring at her for two months now. The way she's friendly with everyone, the way she can easily solve problems, the way she is. She's just perfect. Alison's always smiling bright and everybody loves her, the boys confess to her but she's rejected them all up to now. She probably doesn't notice me anyway... I mean I'm not special at all and on top of that I'm A GIRL. She'd probably just think I'm a creep. Well, it's ok. Ive never even been in love with a girl before... But I don't see it that strict. This time I fell in love it just happened to be a girl. So what? But I know that most people don't think about it this way, so I don't talk about it. No one has to know, it's just a little crush anyway.

We've never even talked once... it just seems so odd.

Oh, it's break. I bet she's gonna be in big group again, where I could never be able to reach her...
I don't have any friends at all, so during break I just watch her from the distance.

~GOOONNG~
"Huh?" I said while looking up
While I was daydreaming the last period of this school day had been going by and now school was over. I stood up and went straight to the lockers. Alison was always early to go home so I tried to be even faster to watch her go home till my bus would come. When I saw the rain and the way with big puddles I wanted to take out my umbrella that I always carried with me. But when I wanted to take it out of my bag, I noticed that u had forgotten to take it with me when I left the classroom. As I began to run I saw the girls leaving the school but Alison wasn't there. I wondered but then I reminded myself that I had better things to do. When I arrived at the classroom, I was really relieved because it wasn't locked yet.
I opened the door and was about to go inside when I saw Alison. As soon as she noticed me and looked at me with a surprised look and tears in her eyes, she turned the other way.
"Sorry." I said and turned way too.
"I didn't mean to, I just forgot my bag and..." I stopped.
"Alison, why are you crying?"
(Ah, the first time I talk to her!)
She was still facing the wall in front of her.
"It's none of your business."
She answered with a calm voice.
"I'm sorry" I said "I... it's just that... if there's anything I can do..."
My chest tightened and I stared at the floor .
"Liar."
"What?" I questioned
"You don't care anyway" She whispered and her voice was shaking.

"What did you say?" I asked, my heart pounding fast
She turned around and looked me straight in the eyes.
"You don't care anyway, do you?"
She repeated loud and clear.

"That's not right, I-"

"I'm not wrong, am I? So why do you keep lying to me?" She screamed at me while tears kept running down her face. Only now I noticed the scars on her arm, where the sleeve was pulled up.

"Why do you do this?" I asked and she noticed that I could see her arm.
She pulled her sleeve down and looked at the ground
"Its none of your business."
"But I want to know.."
I felt my legs shaking.
"Why? You don't care, so why would I tell you?"

I stepped back.
"So I was right" she got up from the desk she had been sitting on.
"No.. it's just.." I hesitated
"Its just what? I'm right. Tell me I'm wrong! You can't because you know I'm right!" She was standing right in front of me now
"You are wrong! I care about you so much! I love you and..!" I shut my mouth and she went backwards.
Uh, did I just tell her? Ah, why did I do this! But she's bright red.. did I make her happy? Or is she angry at me now?
She doesn't look like it though...

"Do you really.. love me?" She said
I looked her straight in the eyes.
"Yes."
She blushed even more.
"Will you.. need me?" She asked while stepping in front of me.
I closed my eyes for a moment, then opened them again.
"Yes" I answered clearly.
She looked kind of happy. Her hand touched my cheek and I felt like burning up. My body was like frozen, I couldn't move but then she slowly kissed me and I just let it be.
"Do you.. need me now?" She questioned and I whispered "Yes." Before we kissed again. When she pushed me on a desk opened her blouse. She was beautiful, even though her body was covered in scars.

"Do you need me?" I asked and she stroke my hair.
"Yes" she said and kissed me.
I closed my eyes and kissed her back.

So guys, sorry I didn't update. It's just that I have many problems right now and didn't have any time at all... I will try to update more often in the future.