The You and Me Theory

Chapter 11: "I need you"

"Don't you understand?" Harry asks me looking me straight in the eyes. "Understand what?"I ask Harry and he looks at me biting his lip. 

"That I need you as much as you need me" Harrys  says "I don't need you" I say pushing him away. "Of course you do, you love me" Harry says raising his tone, "I don't love you Harry". He hits the door of my dorm and then looks at me again. 

"Of course you do, admit it, is it so hard?"  Harry says wrapping his hand around my arm."Yeah it's hard Harry okay?" I blurt out "Why?" he asks not letting go from his wrap. 

"You want to know why Harry, I fell for you the second I saw you and then you broke my heart because you had a girlfriend, you suddenly broke up with her try to rape me, you act mean with me and when I am with Niall you decide to get me back acting like a good guy and not the badass you are, What's wrong with you Harold Edward Styles?" I say and he looks at me a tear in the corner of his eye.

He leans and presses his lips against mine, "Are you crazy!" I shout quickly letting go from his wrap, "Harry you've broke my heart in a million of pieces and suddenly you want me again" I scream on the top of my lungs, "I've always wanted you" he interrupts me.

"Harry you've done enough damage, maybe one day you realize that it isn't particulary normal to make a girl fell for you then out of nowhere have a girlfriend, then dumo her try raping me and then want me when I am already taken" I shout pressing my hand on his chest pushing hin away from me.

"You always have to gjve me the same speech but with different words I know my actions and I know how I acted but I can change for you, trust me" he looks at me with a look I have never seen from him, "You'll have to gain my trust Harry if you want to but I can't open my heart to you, I used to like you more than like you I loved you and you crushed me and broke me so..." I starts saying and then out of nowhere he kisses me again to shut me up and our lips move in perfect  sync,   "Harry" I say between the kisses, "I.." "You what my love?" He asks me and I look at him, "Nothing, please can you leave me alone?" I say "No I won't do that until you forgive me" He says sounding stubborn like always.

"Harry you are so stubborn, Aren't you? , can't you understand that I have to think" I say and he interrupts me like always "About me?" he asks  "Yeah you and your bipolar disorder" I answer and his gaze is back on me "You always know what to say" Harry tells me "And you always know what not to" I say and he chuckles.

"Give me a week and I'll prove you I can be a gentleman" Harry says grinning "If in one week Styles you prove me you are a gentleman I'll give you the chance to have a date with me" I tell Harry "Deal?" he gives me a handshake "Deal" I whisper and he grins again.

I hear a knock on my door, "Hide in the bathroom" I tell him, "Okay" I push him to the bathroom and I open the door and I see Niall crying, "Oh Niall I am so sorry" "Come in" I tell him "I loved you Kim and you suddenly left me, why?" he aks tears rolling down his cheeks, "Niall I can't tell how much I love you but I am sad that I don't love you like you love me, I love you as a friend and that's it" I say "But why?" he insists, "Niall, I am in love with another guy that I met way long before you but he was really mean to me so I wanted to remove him from my heart, when I first met you I thought you were a great person instantly, and I realized today that we are better as friends" I tell him "But..." he says "Shh Niall you deserve a girl way better than me" I tell him and I start wiping of his tears.

"You are the perfect girl" he whispers, "But not for you Niall" I tell him giving him a palm on his back and trying to make him smile, "You deserve someone who feels the same way that you feel for her" I tell him and he half smiles, "You'll always be my first love" he says, "We can still be friends Niall" I say "Yes we can" he says grinning and I kiss his cheek an hug me, "See we are best friends Niall" "Yes we   are" Niall says grinning.

"Now get some sleep you look tired" I tell Niall and he smiles, "I'll guess I see you later?" I nod and he gets out of my dorm and Harry out of my bathroom, "Aww so now you and Niall are friends" "Shut up Harry, remember your promise" I say looking at him with a serious face, "Kim Chase I love when you do that" "What?" I ask "You frown your eyebrows and put your handa on your waist like this" He shows me, "Stop it!" I say pushing him, "Oh c'mon Kim you love it" Harry says grinning. 

He wraps his arms around me and I trip making him fall on top of me, "Harry I can't breathe" I say pushing him away but he presses his lips against my forehead, my nose, my chin, my neck and then my lips met his and they seem to be so familiar to me, "See you Chase" he kisses my lips and stands up living me on the floor, "See you Styles" I stand up and see how he closes the door. 

"Love can really make people stupid!" I shout and lay on my bed and close my eyes, "I have to think" I whisper, "About what?" I see Anne at the door, "Nothing my friend" I lie and she grins, "Really?" "Yes Anne" I say and she laughs, "I don't believe you Chase" "Well you have to" I say and she laughs again.

"I heard you and Niall are now just friends, why is that?" "Because I decided that we aren't exactly that compatible plus I started to date him becasue of a rush and not because I loved him" I say and Anne sits on her bed smiling, "Don't look at me like that" I say, "I knew you loved Harry and nogt Niall" "Wait...what?" I say sitting on my bed looking at Anne.

"Yeah I knew c'mon Kim they way you looked at Harry and how he talked about you" Anne says smiling "He talked about me?" I ask regreting it inmediately, "He called me every night just to talk about you" "But why he lied about Lilah, tried to rape me and act mean when he was around me?" I ask Anne, "He was in the middle of breaking up with Lilah when he met you, he was to drunk to realize what he was doing and he thought acting mean was the best way to get you"  Anne answers all my questions "He thought what?" I ask "He is a really great guy but he hides his trueself when he is around people" Anne says.

"So being mean isn't his normal thing?" Anne shooks her head, "How I know you are telling me the truth?" I ask Anne and she looks at me straight in the eyes, "Because I am her friend since we were little and I know how good he is, just ask him what are his grades, where he works and how he treats his family" Anne says grinning "Harry actually works?" Anne nods and I smile, "He is good just give him the chance to show his trueself" Anne says "I will Anne, I will" I say and she smiles, "I hope one day you two get married" Anne says and I start laughing.

"I want to be your bridesmaid" Anne says and I smile, "Kim Styles it sounds weird" I say laughing "But one day you'll love it, I know" I smile and so does Anne, "Let's get some sleep" I say and Anne nods smiling. "Sweet Dreams Mrs. Styles" Anne blurts out and I throw a pillow towards her directon, "What was that for?" Anne asks me, "Shut up Anne now just close your eyes and your mouth tightly" "Okay Mrs. Styles" Anne interrupts me and I smile. I like Mrs. Styles, I do, I really do.