I trusted him he lost that trust
But I think it was my fault
Homeschooling has made me trust other people more
Before I had so many walls
I did not trust anyone since that thing happened in 3rd grade
Even small things can be so big in my head
I wish I never texted today
I wish that I did not trust him
It will take a long time to trust someone again I know it will take a long time to get there again
I fucked up
Happy right now is not a word to describe me
Mask would be it
I won't trust even again because it will just get me hurt like always
