With every time I do something there a reaction and when that happens something usually goes wrong for me. I will give you a example, my Mom and Dad where supposed to go on there anniversary trip like they always do but this time was different. They did not make it to the airport there was a car accident they both died that day. The ironic thing it was my birthday which make me hate myself even more. I was also sick that day so my parents where rethinking going on the trip but I forced them to go. It was my fault that they are died, so I stopped having a birthday and only have a day to morn my parents death.
