Welcome to part 11! This is part is pretty long, sorry😬I've been really busy lately especially since I'm teaching myself how to play the ukulele, so a lot of my free time is taken up. But I'm back😂👍🏼Anyways enjoy part 11!!
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Since I didn't get any sleep last night I felt like a zombie. All I could think of was what I was gonna tell the boys. How would Zach react? I don't want to break his heart, I want to stay here with everyone. But my mom is blinded yet again, going back to my abusive drunk of a father. But it's whatever, this is something I have to deal with thanks to my mom. Getting ready I took a quick shower and put some makeup on to hide the huge bags under my eyes from the little to no sleep I had. Walking downstairs my mom was cooking breakfast, but I couldn't help but to notice all the boxes she had out already to start packing. "Your not going to school today, we have to pack." My mom said still cooking not even looking at me. "I'm going to school." I said with attitude. "You can't (y/n)! We don't have enough time. You have to stay to help me." She said getting loader. But two can play at this game. "Well you have fun figuring that out by yourself. Cuz believe it or not I'm going to school, I have to tell my friends how I'm leaving again because my mom loves to see a grown ass man beat her child." I said practically screaming. "He is your father! He his different now! This is the last time I promise. But he really is different now, give him a chance!" She Yelled back. "Yeah, just like all the other times he changed or got help. He promised he stopped and that he wouldn't drink anymore. But guess what (y/m/n) he still used us as punching bags cuz you were too stupid to stay away!" I said screaming with tears coming down my eyes. "I don't have time for your attitude! Go upstairs and start packing, now!" She said pissed. "No!" I said running to the door to go outside. I slammed it behind me and ran to the bus stop early.
No one was there yet, and all I did was cry. Alone just thinking about how could my mom do this to us again. I was just getting used to school and the everyone in it. I fell for Zach, while fighting with Jack...but it's okay bc since I'm leaving they won't have to fight over me anymore. They could be Jachary again. Maybe this was a good thing, for them.
I was able to wipe away the tears and regain control of myself before anyone else got to the bus stop. In the distance I saw all the boys walking towards me, except, Zach and Jack were like 20 feet apart not looking at each other. Which made me sad, but happy cuz I was leaving, the problem was leaving, so they would be friends again. They all smiled at me saying good morning and I gave a sad smile back. Zach right away noticed me and had a huge grin reaching left to right. "Hello beautiful!" He said pulling me into a hug. "Hey babe," I said hugging back. My anxiety went up the minute I replied. I didn't want to break his heart, I didn't want to ruin our relationship, especially since it's been going so good. All I wanted to do was to cry in his arms and let him take me away from my life so everything would be okay. But I couldn't, I have to tell him, and I have to go. The minute he released me from his hug I looked at him with sad eyes and grabbed both of his hands so I was holding both of them in mine. "I need to tell you something really important," I said looking down. He noticed my change in mood, instantly he released his hands from mine and grabbed my face, forcing me to look at him. "What's wrong," He said getting defensive. "Did someone hurt you," He said getting angry. He started biting his lip getting upset. "Umm, not yet.. I mean, I just, ummm..."I said lost for words. My heart was jumping out of my chest I wanted to run and hide, I couldn't even say it. I could feel my eyes start to water and my face getting red. Zach face went murderous, just like when he saw jack kiss me. "(Y/n), your not going to school today. Come to my house. If what your about to tell me is gonna make you cry, then we aren't going to fucking school, no, I won't allow it." He said pulling me to the direction he came from. I didn't fight tho, I was limp. It's not like my mom wanted me to go to school anyways so I didn't care. But the other boys seem to. Even jack looked up from his phone pissed to see that Zach was taking me away. They all had a look that they were about to say something, but they didn't. They were all quiet with confused faces, they must have been biting their tongues.
