Gone

15

“What the fuck?” someone yells. I quickly get up and walk back. I wish Liam didn’t say anything.

“Zayn.” Niall says as he tries to grab Zayns shoulders but Zayn shoves him back. The other man sitting on the couch walks over to me and grabs my hand. I don’t try to pull away because I honestly just want out of here already.

“It is going to be okay love.” He says in a slight whisper. He opens a bedroom door upstairs and I enter behind him. I don’t even think of the fact that he could be a rapist I just follow him.

“So you know Harry?” he asks calmly. I nod slowly unsure of what to say.

“Me and Harry were best friends. Me and him and a couple of other guys did some crazy shit.” He chuckles. Maybe he knows Danny and Carson.

“Do you know Danny and Carson?” I ask randomly.

“Yeah- why?” He asks in confusion. I hesitate. Would if the information I find out is going to be bad? I don’t even know why this man brought me up here in the first place. My emotions are too mixed up right now and I don’t know what to even think.

“Well um… I have been trying to figure out what Harry did with them. I want to know his past before I go through with him. I don’t want to date someone who I don’t know truly.”

“I suppose I could tell you the most important stuff.” He sighs and takes a sip from a glass of water he found on the table. “I know Harry isn’t in any of this stuff so don’t break up with him over this. We used to be…”

“I honestly don’t know how to say this so I am going to just come right out.. We used to make bets on girls. We would see who could date them first and afterwards whoever won gets to humiliate the girl. Don’t break up with Harry for this. This is what he used to do, not what he does now.”

I stand up and run my hand through my knot filled hair. “I- I don’t know what to say.” I need to leave. I want to go to the home  where no one likes me. I want to take a shower and just forget about everything.

“Look-“ I don’t even know his name.

“Louis.” He states.

“I really have to go.

I rush down stairs to find Liam sitting on the couch with a ice pack on his eye. Once he sees me he immediately stands up and leads me out the door.

“Well that went well.” He says sarcastically. I lightly laugh and buckle my seat belt. I ask Liam to take me straight home and he agrees. He said I am dealing with too much.

A week has pasted sense going over to see “One Direction”. I have visited Harry everyday and the doctors say that he is getting worst. They don’t know if he is going to make it. Today might be his last day and I just pray that he will hold on.

I am sitting next to him right now trying to contain my tears. I just want to spill my guts out right on the spot and tell him what I feel so I do. He isn’t going to hear anyway.

“Harry. I know you cant hear me right now but thank you. Thank you for everything and I know we have been only dating for only a matter of time but I feel like I have known you my whole life. You have changed me and have shown me that life is worth living. You need to stay with me okay? It is your choice if you live or die today so you need to make that decision. Harry you have been there for me so It is my turn to be there for you.

“Although you left me not remembering me I have a feeling that if you wake up you will. Harry I have never felt like this with anyone else and I hope you feel the same way too. You promised me you would show me love. You said I just needed a little love and you gave me that. I want to give you more than just a little love. I want to repay you for everything. Harry I have never told anyone this before.

“Harry I am in love with you. Nothing you do will ever make me not love you. My love for you is unbreakable and Harry I am in love with you.” I wipe away my tears that stream down my face and stand up. As  I walk away I wonder if that was the last of seeing him. Before I exit I hear a voice behind me and I quickly turn around.

“Ireland.”

This is really short and I am so sorry!

I am so happy that Harry has finally woken up and he remembers Ireland!

I am sorry for not updating in like forever but I have actually been busy this summer! I have a job now and friends I want to hang out with but yeah.

Hope you all liked this update!