This Feels Like Falling in Love

Chapter Eleven

~Few days later~

I had to admit. I was getting a little bored on this tour. We'd already made it to the Los Angeles shows, which meant we were almost finished with it. 

I knew I was going to miss all the boys, especially Zayn, who'd taken me on a few more dates and became my 'official' boyfriend, but I definitely wouldn't miss the drama. So much happened already and now that management just called me in to talk right after Zayn broke it off with Perrie and the whole internet imploded, I was pretty sure that things were headed back downhill. 

"Taylor, please take a seat!" Margaret, as she introduced herself, said. I cautiously took a seat, staring up at her, confused. "So, I heard you're dating Zayn now?"

"Uh, yeah, what's this about?"

"Oh, sweetie," she said in a fake nice voice, "I'm just here to check on the boys' image. You see, we have ultimate control over who the boys date. For example, we set Zayn and Perrie up, so it would be like a boy band and girl band bond, and it would bring fans together, but now, that bond is broken. The boys can only date girls who are, well a certain type. Take Danielle, for example. What does she do for a living? She dances. What about Eleanor? She models. What about Perrie? She sings. You see? You're just a 17 year old girl from Wolverhampton who is just barely passing her classes and paying rent for her family by the skin of her chinny chin chin. You're not fit to date one of the boys! I mean you have a great 'best friend' image, but you're not girlfriend material. So, I have to ask you to break up with Zayn, or I'll do it for you." I couldn't believe everything this lady just said. I couldn't break it off with Zayn, he just broke up with Perrie for me, and we'd only been dating for a few weeks! 

"I--I can't just break up with him!" I let a tear roll down my cheek. I loved Zayn, he was the sweetest boyfriend in the world, and the person I loved most.

"Fine, give me your phone and I'll do it for you then." There was no pity or feeling at all in her eyes as she spoke these words.

"No!"

"So you'll think about it?"

"Sure."

"You have until after the show tomorrow night at midnight. Good luck! Talk soon!" She turned and walked confidently out the door.

That was when I broke down into tears. I held my head in my hands and just let myself weep. I loved Zayn, I couldn't give him up, at least not without a fight.

There was really no way for me to be happy on this tour was there. I let myself sit there, and just cry, letting out everything that was building up inside. I hated this, I hated the fact that Harry had kissed me, I hated that Liam jumped on Harry over me, I hated that--well just Eleanor in general, I hated that this was the first time I'd seen my best friend in a long time and I was barely spending time with him, but most of all, I hated that I had to break up with the boy I loved.