Girl found on the street

Chap 13

Third person
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Sebastian came into ceils study and told him about his results. Ceil asked how he got them but he said nothing and just smiled. Ceil had  asked if she was ok and Sebastian nodded his head and spoke " my lord she's in her room. After she transformed she fell to asleep."
N/a prov
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I woke up in my room feeling angry still at what Sebastian had tried to do. Still confused why ceil kissed me. Everything is confusing for me and unclear,why all of a sudden he would kiss me? Only time we really showed some sort of affection to one another was just holding hands. I've always been too shy to make the first move and ceil seemed too proud to try anything.
I wonder how things came to this. How I ended up even being abandoned? Who were my real parents why did they let her take me? Am I just a joke to everyone I meet when they learn what I am? These are the questions I ask myself constantly.
I got out of the bed and put on my long frilly f/c dress with a f/c corset on the outside that made the dress stand out. I then put on my f/c socks with matching sock guarders. Then I went in front of the vanity mirror to braid my hair to get it out of my face. Every time I wore this color my eyes would stand out and show brightly. My h/l h/c stood out mostly because it contrasted with the colors I choose. Too me I looked like I was royalty but I actually was not I just dressed like it.
As time passed I was reading Shakespeare's book hamlet and I thought to myself why was everyone of his books so tragic but beautiful at the same time. Why to me was tragedy a beautiful thing?
I looked at the cloudy sky as the sky turned to a darker grey tone.
Third person prov
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Ceil and Sebastian were talking to the queens butler about the circus incident.  The butler and the queen both thought ceil lied about things in that issue. So the butler told ceil to accept the task the queen presented to him so he does not loose his position in power or her trust. So ceil has to throw a party invite people for the guest the queen wants to honor.
Ceils prov
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Well I didn't expect the queen to make me throw this stupid party. I don't particularly like this but she wants to test me. So I shall prove that I am worthy to be the queens guard dog.
N/a
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The German man that was the guest of honor ended up so drunk he tried to grab my boob. Luckily some one tried to stop him in time it was incredibly emberessing  and humiliating. Ceil was busy talking to the author and I was watching them and than sat by them quietly. He then introduced me and after a while we both went upstairs leaving the party. He said before he left " it's bedtime for children."