chapter 16

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okay now we will let the others thoughts show :P

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         I didn't want n/a to leave my side. for some reason I always wanted her by my side. I do not understand why i wanted her around me all the time. maybe its the anxiety being separated from someone i care about? maybe that was one of them maybe it wasn't that? to be honest i do not understand why i felt this way. what are these feelings because i have never felt this way before in my life.

what will become of us if i show these feelings more. will i win her heart or will she want nothing too do with me. i kind of lost control though today i had too kiss her. she was taunting me dressed up all gorgeous like that. sometimes i cant even act normal around Sebastian because of the constant teasing. he thinks its funny i'm too emberessed to confess my feelings to her.

my other fear is that eventually if we did date she would grow tired of me. she clearly likes me iv'e umm noticed by watching her. it is not as creepy as it may sound. wait even in my thoughts it sounds bad. sighs... i am doomed if i can not act courageous how i normally act or at least fake being.

Sebastian's pov

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sighs i'm still in the basement i think its pointless doing this , but if master must have me so this i must. 

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sorry guys this update is short i'm busy busy!!!

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