I've met a guy. We talked for 5 hours on the phone the second day we started talking. He is so sweet, cute, and funny. I am so afraid I am going to ruin everything. I just love talking to him. He is one of the only reasons I am still here. I haven't been this happy in a long time. One of my friends is happy but at the same time she is jealous I talk to him more. I just don't want him to leave me. Everyone does, once they find out what I am really like. I haven't smiled as much as I do talking to him. He can sing so wonderfully. His voice makes me feel safe. I don't know what it is about him but I forget all of my worries when we talk. He lives like an hour and 30 mins away and that makes me sad. I'm so worried he sees me a clingy and I have no clue what to do. I don't want him to leave me, he is all I have. Every time my phone rings I pray it's him. We have so much in common. I know somehow, someway he will find out who I really am and leave me. If he leaves me I don't know what I will do. We aren't even together but I don't care. As long as I can hear his voice, see his face, and talk to him. I just really hope and pray I don't fuck this up.
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PoetryThis is just my thoughts from late at night when I can't sleep. I hope this helps people.🖤
