i pulled into their drive way and got out, locking my car.
i knocked on the door, praying to god kian didn't open it.
was this all childish. yes. but i don't think until now, have i realized i have mad feelings for kian.
he's just different, he understands more. he's always there and no matter what he's always tries to stay happy.
franny opened the door and i heard laugher.
franny smiled at me and let me in.
"hey its lexi." anderson said.
kian turned around fast which made it obvious.
"just walk to my room." franny told me.
we both got into her room and i just started bawling.
"fran, i don't like having feelings, especially for kian. im not your average girl, i like having friends, not one boyfriend after the other."
she hugged me. "lexi, just because you date kian doesn't mean you'll break up and have the need to move on to another, and your feelings for kian, they've been there a while, you just didn't want to show them. kian really likes you, thats why he got upset about the kiss with you and anderson. he wanted that to be him. the same night he was talking to jc and i about dating you and if it would ever happen, he wants you to be his girl, but he knows that you are the one who doesn't like to date because feelings get hurt fast, breakups are hard, the moving on his hard, and lex im just like you. iv only had one boyfriend as well. i know what you mean, i have the same feeling."
"if he likes me, why does he want us to just leave each other alone for a while? what does that even mean? how do i know when we can start talking again?"
franny just hugged me tighter, i knew she didn't know what to say so i kept my mouth shut.
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"hey wanna spend the night?" franny asked as we were laying on her bed in her room.
i have been over for 3 hours now and i haven't left this room. franny has gone to get us food and drinks and little things like that.
"what about him?"
"just ignore him lex. like he's doing to you."
i smiled, "okay."
she got excited and sat up on the bed. "do you mind if i take a quick shower?"
"its your house, do what you want, ill just sit here and eat the rest of these bread sticks." i winked at her
she laughed, "okay, be out in a few."
i nodded and ate a bread stick.
i grabbed my phone and saw a snap from jc
