thrusday - 12:30 am
why was i still up?
kian.
i couldn't get him off my mind, 'at least he still cares about my appetite' was playing in my head.
i wasn't wrong, he still cared enough to take the effort in getting me something, he still knew that i was at his house.
i got the weirdest urge to grab my phone. i had two snaps from anderson and one from harrison that i had no intention on opening.
i went to my messages and stared at kians contact name
'old hag👴🏼'
reading the name made a tear fall down my face. why cant we go back to being funny and fucking with each other?
i was out laying on their couch because fran had harrison in her room and they were laughing loudly while i was trying to sleep so i just brought myself to the couch. i could hear all the noises from the house. jc had someone in his room other than himself, probably chelsey. corey wasnt moving at all. bobby was wrestling with the dogs and calling their names. in this house there "bedtime" is anytime, they go to bed when they want.
i went to instagram and flipped through it even though i have been out of school for a while now, i still follow all my old school friends. and they all seemed to have good lives.
"uh hey."
i heard someone say. i shined my phone screen to the person and i saw kians face light up.
shit
"um hi."
i shut my phone off. kian walked into the kitchen opening a cabinet and grabbing a cup. he filled up a glass of water with the sink and walked back over to the living room.
"cant sleep either?" he asked.
lexi, hes trying.
"ah yeah, bobby and the dogs are a little wild right now."
he laughed quietly.
"hey, thanks for the shake, by the way." i smiled at him.
"oh yeah, just thought you and fran wanted something sweet."
i laughed. it stayed silent. kian would look at me a few times but he would mostly look at his water or the ground.
"look kian. im sorry, for everything i did, that kiss, the bitchy texting, im sorry."
kian didnt look at me.
"kian please look at me."
he looked at me then said, "lexi, you weren't being a bitch, you were right, about everything, we arent dating and you should be able to kiss who you want. i was a jealous asshole, so im sorry."
we sat there in more silence. he was watching me, while i was watching a blank wall.
"i know its awkward, but wanna sleep in my room?" kian asked
a small smile formed on my lips. "yes."
kian got up and i followed, grabbing my phone.
we reached the stairs and he let me go up first while he shut the lights off.
once we were in his room he took his sweatshirt off. "here, i know its more comfortable for you."
i smiled at him and took it. i turned away from him, pulling of my shirt and bra, then pulling his sweatshirt over me.
i left my shorts on sense they weren't jean shorts. kian got into bed and i followed him.
he covered us up, putting his arm around my waist.
"good night lex." he said, his warm breath against the back of my next.
"good night kian."
