Dying to be thin

Harsh reality

Nicole looked up absolutely dreadful things such as how to starve yourself and lose weight without dying, how to become anorexic. She was already bulimc which means she wound occasionally try to starve herself but it would always fail. The most she went without food was only 4 days. People noticed what she was doing  but she didn't care. She was too determined to stop herself. She could finally wear cute clothes and not get called a fat ass. This was her one dream in life to be thin.
But as her research continued she realized she didn't want to be just skinny she wanted to be dangerously skinny aka anorexic so she came up with a brilliant plan. This plan has to work it just had too or she'd completely lose it.