Life Lessons

Chapter 2

Chapter 2: My Changing Heart

Ever since that time I shared with her the more my meaningless life changed to an active lifestyle.

Needless to say "I changed" but to most people would say: "I gave" (not mostly a change, more like forced to change.)

We go to beaches, go shopping, and sometimes go watch movies or events that is happening near our place.

We go all sorts of things from every weekend or holidays, even vacations.

That time my worthless little life change to somewhat an active lifestyle I never really wanted much. (-_-'')

I later said to her with a calm tone: "What's the point of taking me to this places and events where you can just bring someone else other than me?"

The laughter became silent in a beat of the second.

"I never had any real friends, let alone some people who aren't there."

The silent began to emit an aura of saying "you fucked up and choose the wrong words"

We talked about how she was alone since elementary ever since her true friend died in a car accident not much in the later 90's pretty much a tragic fate.

As the silent stays longer the atmosphere began to emit an aura.

She was lonely for many days yet never really show affection of finding new friends in the outside world.

"I'm sorry, I never wanted to dig up past and all, it's okay, I'm gonna be your friend." clearly I'm just trying to escape the bad atmosphere with a jest but it's never gonna happen.

"It's okay, past was never really an issue to me, it's just I remember those lonely times at night, in my dreams and in my nightmares-" she was about to cry when I stopped her from saying another word.

"There's a carnival just past a few blocks, my treat."

As the night past by the carnival was full of things, things that can keep her from being lonely again.

I never was really gonna escape my presence in this situation, she was lonely and was never social with other people.

Hmmm. lonely, frail, and was never social with others. she kinda look just like me, only a little difference.

I guess you never really know what to expect to a person to what he/she really is unless you get to know it for yourself.