Empty is what I feel
Oh, I just wish wounds would heal
But scars will always remain
Some physical and others just fixed in my brain
Smiles, so fake but no one can see
Maybe they were genuine when I was just you and me
But they seem to fade just like the plans we made
Promises never meant to be broken by the one you love
But that seems to change just like a pure white dove
Maybe hurting me made you proud
But it made me feel like a fuckkng worthless rain cloud
Oh I hate to see you so happy
Because on days I remember how you made me feel so fuckking crappy
Calling me a Bitchh
And worthless and shitt
Oh how I fuckking hate you
Even when I know I should forget and say Fuckk you
My brain can't forget how you made me slice my skin with a blade
Oh all the wrong decisions I had made.
