So.....I haven't updated in a while and I'm sorry about that. I have a lot of family problems and mental problems rn and it's really hard to write and do anything that I love doing when I'm.... idek how I'm feeling tbh. I lost my friend to suicide a few days ago and it really hurts. I just feel like it's my fault and it's caused me to cut again. I've been cutting for a while now and I only stayed clean for 2 days until my friend killed herself. I also just need a break from everybody and everything. I hope you guys understand. I'll be back when I'm better and when I've stopped grieving. Bye thots ♡
