,, Can you stop being so clingy ? ''
,,Stop being so annoying ''
,, Stop talking ! ''
,, What are you smiling at ? ''
,, Just go away! ''
,, No one likes you! ''
I woke up and went to the bathroom. My eyes were swollen due to all the crying. I washed my face hoping that it'll help.
Yep. Not at all.
Whatever.
After, I went into the kitchen seeing Jin cooking, Namjoon watching him, J-Hope and Jimin making photos together. Jungkook was just staring down probably thinking about stuffs and Yoongi on his phone.
''Good morning... '' I said to them. J-Hope and Jimin ignored me while Jin muttered a little 'morning'.
''Good morning, Tae!'' Jungkook said smiling his attention now on me. Weird.
What confused me was Yoongi. He didn't even look at me. Not even a simple 'hey'. I decided to ignore it for now.
-Time skip-
We were all watching a movie. Well... Not exactly.
Yoongi was still on his phone.
''Hey Yoongi... '' I whispered not wanting to disturb the others from the movie.
He looked up for 2 second then went back to his phone.
'' Wait '' he then went back on his phone occasionally smiling probably because of who he is texting.
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''Uhm, ok...''
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The movie is over. But Yoongi is still on his phone... I don't want to be that type of person that has to know everything their friends are doing or be jealous etc. And... why would I be jealous? I don't like Yoongi...
... or do I?
Did he get tired of me? Is he mad? Did I do something wrong? If he hates me then it wouldn't be something new. Just another person on the never ending list.
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''Yoongi do you want to come with me to the park?''
''Not now''
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''Yoongi, would you like to- ''
''I'm busy right now''
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''Yoongi, do you want ice cream?''
''Later''
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''Hey Yoon-''
''I can't''
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''Good night, Yoongi!''
......
Not even an answer. Feeling awkward I just quietly went in my room. Sighing I went in bed after taking a bath. Then I started thinking about everything that happened today. And I realized something...
... I was SO annoying
No wonder why he didn't want to talk to me. I just kept on asking him stuffs when all he needed was space.
God, why am I like this? I want to shut up, not to talk with anyone but it seems that I can't.
Every night I'm planning that the next day I won't be like this. Annoying and clingy.
