--Pain-- // VxBTS // ||Taegi||

Chapter 18

I suggest listening to the song while reading this chapter.

3rd person pov

A month has passed, Yoongi was still together with his girlfriend, constantly bringing her home and spending all the time together, totally ignoring Taehyung.

Meanwhile, Taehyung had enough with all this drama. Among the way he described himself, he decided weak wasn't going to be one anymore. Yoongi didn't even care about the situation, and even had the audacy to act as if nothing happened in the following days, so why would he spend all this time crying? Of course, he couldn't just get over everything, and the fact that they were living under the same roof didn't help at all.

He also decided something really important, something that will change everything: he'll move out.

Then, he'll be free. They will be free.

So, there he was. Ready to enter the kitchen, to finally tell everyone the announcement they probably waited for years.

The others were at the table, peacefully eating, having no clue what was going to happen in the next few minutes and what changes it will bring.

Opening the door, Taehyung was wearing a small smile on his face. He didn't want to look too happy but nor did he want to look sad. Being too happy might make the impression that he didn't even care about the others and just wanted to leave already. Also, being sad might make the impression that he wanted them to pity him, which was the last thing he wanted. He also thought about Jungkook, he was 100% sure that he'll thing he is being forced to move due to the situation with a certain someone.

Clearing his throat, he made sure his voice wasn't going to be weak because he wanted to sound as determined as he felt, he got ready to finally tell the decision that kept him awake most of the nights during the past 2 weeks.

''Good morning, everyone.'' putting the luggage down, he didn't miss the curious glances he received from the others. Just by looking at Jungkook, who obviously was the most confused one, made the small smile reappear on his face, just looking the other in the eye gave him more courage and more confidence. ''I want to make an announcement, but before starting, I just want to thank all of you for everything. We've been through a lot these past few years, I'm more than grateful for the beautiful moments we shared, all the memories we had together.'' he paused trying to gulp back the tears that were forming ''I remember the first time we went on a stage, how nervous we were to perform in front of so many people. We grew up so much, made so many efforts, so many problems that we got over, again together. We were trying to make each other smile despite how much each one of us wanted nothing but to just walk away and forget it all. I remember as if it was yesterday, we were sitting on the beach during the night, admiring the stars while talking about how we felt, hugging each other because of the cold, back when we actually talked about our feelings, when we all actually had a proper conversation.

What I'm trying to say is, I don't know what happened, what was the moment that changed everything, the moment that changes us... But I'm certain about one thing...That I am no longer wanted, I'm no longer the one you would spend time with talking about your own problems for hours, I'm no longer looked at with friendliness just with pure hatred and nothing more. I don't know what made you forget all the good times we had, but I can't take it anymore. I'm no longer welcomed here, I don't belong here anymore and you guys proved it so many times.

Don't think I'm trying to make you feel bad, I just want to share how I feel, for the last time, like we used to in the past.

I especially want to thank you, Jungkook. We might not have been in good terms before, but the last few months proved me wrong. I appreciate how you actually wanted to change for the better and I'll always owe you for helping me get through the bad times.

Also, thank you, Yoongi. I know it's been a mess lately, but I'm not going to just forget all of the good times, everything you helped me with, just because of one bad thing.

Now, I'm the one walking away, I'm moving away and also leaving BTS.'' he smiled although the tears were falling continuously down his cheeks.

Yes, not only was he moving away, but also officially leaving BTS. Everyone was shocked, trying to comprehend what was actually happening. He also noticed the tears falling down Jungkook's face.

''Goodbye, everyone...'' he was about to walk away when a hand suddenly held his in a strong grip. Looking up, he was met with Yoongi's blurred eyes due to the tears he was trying to control.

''WHY?? Why are you leaving? Is it my fault? If it is, then tell me what to do, just don't fucking go! You can't just leave us, me like this! I'm sorry if-'' he was going to continue but once one tear fell down Yoongi's cheek, Taehyung couldn't bare listening anymore.

''Don't think I'm doing this because of you. I don't want to leave knowing you'll live with the regret that you made me go, please don't think that way. It's my own decision... Whatever we did, plans and all of it, it was so childish so just forget about them. I hope you and the others will have a good life and keep up what we all started, what each one of us dreamed of since we were kids. It's going to be the same, just one person less.'' with that, one last tear fell down. He walked away to the cab waiting for him, but not before taking one last glance at the others, looking them in the eye one last time, his eyes lingering on Jungkook hoping that he'll eventually forgive Taehyung for not telling him sooner about it.

THE END

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Bet you weren't expecting that right? I actually thought of making the story longer but I have to study more now, since I've been procrastinating... The exam it's approaching and I don't feel ready... Hope these few months will be enough for me to prepare.

A question:

Should I make a sequel?

If you guys do want a sequel, I will gladly do it in the future. (I already have some ideas, hope I won't lose my motivation, considering how unmotivated I am most of the time.)

I just hope you enjoyed this story and thank you for those who spent their time reading this, thank you for your votes and comments, I really appreciate it! It's so weird ending it now, but I felt like this was the best moment to do so considering the situation I am in. But I enjoyed writing this. Posting a chapter and seeing people telling me their opinion, or saying things like 'Can't wait for the next update' really warmed up my heart... Truly wonderful!

I actually can't believe some people liked this story, I read the story a few days ago and I cringed so bad...

I also read your comments, just because I don't really reply doesn't mean I don't read them. The reason why I don't really answer is because most of the time I have no idea what to say. But there were so many nice comments I'm literally amazed.

Love you, and once again, thank you!