Thug Love ( Book 2 ) ~ YBN Nahmir

Chapter 2 ~ Hubby

Naomi POV :

I got out the hospital yesterday . The doctors want me on crutches but .. I'm fine . Today I was going to go see Nahmir .

Ian gone lie , I missed him .. As a Boyfriend a Sex Partner a Baby Daddy a everything .. His kisses healed everything and to not have him here to kiss ME .. Is not helping nothing .

I had to stay in the hospital for three days cause , For some reason I needed some damn treatment .. Like reallyyyy 😐💀 .

I got up , taking another shower to clear my mind .

I just let the water run down my back , then I turned around letting it run down my face .

I got Faith big ass up and took her to day care . Everybody was still sleep . I kinda woke up a lil bit early but .. Ian care man .. I miss Nahmir and I needa go see em .

Every since I got out the hospital I've been going to see Nahmir non stop .. I really can't help it man .. I know we ain't together or nun , but that's still my baby 👫🖤 .

29 mins later

I dropped Faith off at Day Care . She didn't wanna go . She wanted to go see Nahmir . I swear I feel soo bad .. But I can't let her see him like that 💔 .

I drove off , playing some of his music . As much as I wanted Nahmir ass .. I know he been fucking other bitches & doing him . Tbh , I can't blame him for that .

I know ya'll probably thinking why the fuck am I going to go see him ? Well .. Cause Man I miss Nahmir .. His fine ass .. And that's my Baby Daddy , regardless if anybody liked the fact that he is. He still is .

I drove up the Entrance way and parked my Car . I wasn't mentally prepared for this . Physically I was but not mentally .. I just start thinking bout , Everything .

I snapped myself out my thoughts and I looked at the time

'8:47' 

' Damn ' I thought 

My ass been in the car for a hour . I got up and locked the doors to my White Dodge . Yeah , I still got it surprisingly . 

I walked in , checking myself in . My dumb ass started getting second thoughts while I was writing ..

' What if he woke and he see me ? ' 

' What if .. He not okay ? '

' What if ... He not in there ? '

Fuck it . I took the paper the Lady gammie and walked to room '519' .

I still couldn't believe Nahmir got hit in his chest bro .

I swear to God it was so hard for me to see my " Nigga " like this . Even though he wasn't my           " nigga " he was . 

I got bold and opened the door . Seeing Nahmir on tubes and his chest connected to some wires . I really tried not to cry . Not the fact that he in here but the fact that I had his child and not knowing if he gone come home .

I pulled up a chair next to him and grabbed his hand . Ian know if he could hear me but I still wanted to talk ..

" Nahmir ? " 

I knew he wasn't gone answer . 

" Dude , I love yo ass soo much and I hardly ever use that word . I just want you to know I got you through whatever Baby . Even doe you a bitch I got you " 

I felt his grip get tighter ..

I smiled . Not big . Not small . Just a smile .

" Faith wanted to come see you .. I really ain't want her to see you like this "