Thug Love ( Book 2 ) ~ YBN Nahmir

Chapter 8 ~ Usually

Brea POV :

When Jay took me upstairs yesterday . We had a talk . He told me he was still feeling me & shit and Chyna was ONLY here for the dick .

That's wild . As Hell , and boosie On my mother .

We some how woke up in the same bed . Nah we ain't have sex either , Ian really like that .

When a nigga do ME dirty , it take a while for me to gain that trust again . Even more , it take a while for me to forgive him . 

I love Jay wit my whole heart , but I can't just take him back not knowing if he gone do the same shit over again .

" Goodmorning "  > Jay

" Wassup " 

I said getting up going to the bathroom to brush my teeth & wash my face and shit like that . 

When I was done I walked out the bathroom to Jay sitting on the edge of the bed staring at me .

" Damn , can I have my face back " 

" Yeah Shorty , you can have anything . The world is yours "

Woaaahhhhhh , Ian really think Jay was gone say sum shit like that .

" Laughing hella hard , but thanks homie "

" Homie ? " 

" Yeah " 

" Ain't wit that Shorty , call a nigga Jay or Baby "

" Aight Jay " 

I was wit the basic cause , guess who wasn't finna get caught up AGAIN ? ME

I walked out the room walking downstairs . It had bags & crumbs and shit all onna floor . I huffed and walked back up the stairs going to my room .

I walked in going to the dresser to get my phone & my headphones so I can clean up , honestly don't know why I gotta clean up after these mfs .

Stupid Asses .

" See you came back in here for me Shorty " 

" Nah Jay , I came for my phone and headphones " 

" Damn aight Shorty " 

" Aight " 

On some real shit , ion see why this nigga keep calling me " Shorty " . We done . Over with . Like dead ass . Don't he still kinda fw Chyna ? 

" Jay ? " 

" Wassup ? " 

" Don't you still fuck wit Chyna ? " 

" Nah Shorty , had to cut er off " 

" What she do ? " 

" Everything she wasn't supposed to " 

" Like What ? " 

" Everything " 

" Like " 

" What's with the damn questions " 

" Just asking damn " 

On that note I walked out going downstairs , getting the vaccum , a towel + Febreze .

I swear on everything I love , I hate a dirty ass house man .. And I don't think they get that shit . Like I COULD NOT fucking live inna dirty house .

I cleaned everything including the few silver ware left in the sink .

" You good Shorty " 

I heard somebody say through my music , but ian pay attention cause I thought it was Jay and at this point I needed him to leave me the fuck alone .