•TRUST•

16.

SOONYEON'S/YOUR POV
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I was sitting on my couch watching Naked and Afraid when my mom walked in lazily and weak-looking.

"Mom are you okay?" I asked her worriedly. "You look like you're about to faint."

"I'm fine, I'm fine," she smiled at me. "I'm just gonna go to bed, kay? Don't stay up too late, I love you, goodnight." She made her way upstairs.

A couple seconds later Hoseok walked in and sat down next to me on the couch with his hands on his lap. He looked at me and made a small awkward smile. He then lifted his four left fingers and waved them weirdly.

"H-h-hey. I s-seen you from over th-there and thought your were c-c-cute," he faked a girly voice. I bursted out with laughter and slapped his arm.

"Stop it," I said. "Now tell me what happened with you and Mina."

"Well," he placed his arms behind his head and leaned back into the couch. "I thought about it a lot. I thought about it over and over and over and then finally decided that me and Mina don't go together, we just don't work."

"But you guys make each other happy," I said confused. "Like, like really happy.

"Yes, we do. But I couldn't help but to notice that I wasn't giving the same energy I was receiving. And people don't know this but I am not the type of person I seem to be. Mina can do a whole lot better than me, a guy who'll more than likely just waste her time as much as I don't want to. I didn't want to be selfish and keep her to myself if that's how it was going to be because Mina doesn't deserve to be mistreated, she's a fucking princess for gods sake." Hoseok sighed. "Soonyeon, I love that girl to death, I really do. And I loved her enough to let her go. I hurt her because I didn't want to hurt her. Plus the girl barely knows me.. or who she's dealing with. So hopefully she understands me."

I smiled at him. A person so selfless, a person so kind and considerate. Why do I deserve him??

"Hoseok, you're such a great person you know. You did the right thing." I patted his shoulder hoping to be reassuring.

"No, that's not all," he looked down at his hands. "The reason why Mina says I'm a bad person and the overall reason as to why I broke up with her is..." he trailed off.

"What?" I asked.

"Its because.. I..."

"What? What??" I asked, desperately waving my hands.

"Soonyeon, I got a girl pregnant."

I gasped at his statement.

"Huh?! You what? Pregnantenant?? As in penis, vagina, kid? You empregnentated a girl?" I asked surprised.

"Yes. I cheated on Mina with some random girl and got her pregnant." He sighed.

"Holy shit! I'm gonna be an aunt!" I yelled. I got up and danced around happily, I've always wanted a baby around.

"Hey, hey. Sit your ass down I'm not done yet." Hoseok pulled me down to the couch. "I don't fucking know who the girl is or was."

"You don't know who your childs mom is?" I asked in disbelief.

"Apparently she's one of Mina's bestfriends, which explains why she was a little extra pissed, but she doesn't want to tell me who."

"Are you gonna tell mom?" I asked him as I thought about her various choices of reaction.

"I don't know.." He sighed.

"You have to tell mom," I whispered. "You know that despite her being her she's always supported us through our good and bad."

"Yes I know. But I don't wanna disappoint her," he shook his head. "Everyone's got this image of me that I am so far from being. If I come out with this, where's my family's trust gonna go?"

"If you dont come out with it now, they'll eventually find out on their own later. And thats when the trust will go to shit. So its better that you're honest and say it now."

"Yeah. You're right. I'll tell her sometime soon." He nodded his head. "So, weren't you gonna tell me something?"

"Well.. there's this guy I met at the mall when we first got here. His name is Jungkook and he's so sweet and cute and hot and so good. Then there's Taehyung, the first person to catch my attention without a single word. He's a sweetheart and he's kind and sexy and tempting. I dont know what to do with this." I huffed, leaning back into the couch. Hoseok laughed at me.

"Soonyeon, you're about to enter your adulthood. I think you should stop messing around with all these boys and you focus on youself, your education, and your future." He said to me. "Because these people you know right now, they aren't gonna last forever. People come and go all the time. You're still young, you still have many more people you're gonna meet, so why waste your time on temporary?"

"You are absolutely right." I nodded my head with a smile.

"Damn right I am. Now go to sleep, little one." He ruffled my hair and sent me off.

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just a little short chapter for your beautiful souls to waste your precious time on (:

remember I love you

-GucciDaddy-