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"Andy Kript? Sure, I can do some research. What do you need him for?"

"I see his name keeps popping up on Jimin's phone. I'm just curious.." Yoongi trailed off.

"Wait, you want me to be some sorta spy of Jimin's private love life?" I asked surprised.

"Love life?" His eyes widened.

"No, no. I didn't mean it like that," I immediately corrected myself. "I mean why can't you just directly ask him yourself? And so what if he's talking to that Kript, what's the problem? You two aren't together, right?" Yoongi swallowed as he turned away. "Yoongi, right?"

"We are together, actually. Which is why I want you to figure this out for me, please."

"First of all, that bastard," I gasped. "And second, relationships need communication, Yoongi."

"I don't wanna ask him and then be seen like an insecure person, or look like some dumbass."

"Okay, alright." I waved him off and walked away.

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The previous night I had promised Lisa and Jisoo I would head over to hang out with them, but I had serious science studying to do. Who knew reproduction was way more than just sex, gosh.

I sent them a quick text and headed into the library where obviously, Namjoon was surrounded by books, but he wasn't alone.

"Hey," I walked over.

"Shhh," he looked up at me with a smile. "Hi."

"What are you doing?"

"Tutoring a friend, this is Jin," Namjoon pointed to the familiar face to his left.

"Oh, hi. You're Yoongs friend right?" 

"Yup, hi." I nodded.

"You need help with anything?" Namjoon asked.

"Science books?"

"Laws of physics, states of matter, the different eras, global warming..? What exactly are you looking for?"

"Uhm, reproduction?"

"Go to sex ed," he smiled.

"Not just humans, like the world in general," I shook my head. He sent me off to some aisle where I spotted Taehyung, weirdly wearing glasses.

"Taehyung?"

"Oh, hi Soonyeon," he looked up from the book he was looking at.

"I didn't know you came to the library," I smiled.

"Who doesn't come to the library at this time of year? Tons of exams.." He explained.

"And you wear glasses?"

"Reading glasses, sometimes yeah," he nodded. "Do I not look good?"

"No, you look very good."

"Very? Yay," he laughed quietly.

"Well," I grabbed a random book from the shelf. "I'm gonna go, see you around." I waved at him before making my way out.

-

During eighth period we had to write a poem about our given topic. Since I'm a pretty bright student, in my opinion, I wasn't too worried. Until the teacher started giving out topics.

Sand, mosquitoes, hair, fly, red, what was this? How the heck are we supposed to write a poem about lotion? My topic was rather bad, a freaking apple. What's poetic about an apple?!

But I managed to finish under 20 minutes, just in time for the presentations.

"Me. Water. I need you to be me. And you need me to be you. In a way, you're like love. So hard, so impossible to grasp, yet we keep reaching out to capture you. I need you to survive, but you leave so easily. You disappear. To where? To where do you go? I do not know." Namjoon's poem, as expected got the most claps out of everyone.

I was up next, I stood in front of the class and inhaled deeply before beginning.

"Not loved as the others. Say I'm too round, too bitter, hardly ever sweet. Oh, why cant I be as good enough as the others? Why? I fail to be a tasty treat. I fail to be.." I nodded to show I was finished, and thankfully some people clapped. I walked back to my desk with satisfaction.

"Good job," Namjoon whispered as he high fived me.

I was pretty dazed as the presentations continued. My mind wondered off to random things. Polar bears, mountains, going to the movies, wanting to visit the zoo, apple pie, Hoseok..

I always end up thinking of my brother. It still amazes me how someone like him would be taken advantage of like this. In this cruel way. Who would do such thing? None other than a cruel monster. My brother deserves justice, and I should get it for him.

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so i haven't written in forever

i'm sorry but i was happy to come back to new friends lol

i'm just currently stuck in a dark pit of loneliness but its okayy

i'll try to improve my writing for you guys

love youu

-GucciDaddy-